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doomsday.

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Jun 25, 2026
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Hello. I am Indian. Any Indian citizen please tell the sources to ctb. I wanna die like gunshot fast. Is that possible? With Indian sources. I truly truly truly hate india. There is no guns, no drugs, no earthquake, no storms,ect., only population increasing. India needs like SARCO POD. What is your opinion as a Indian citizen. Also help the sources to ctb. Iam 1000% sure that I wanna die.
 
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GT Darkarage

GT Darkarage

GT / always fear
Nov 17, 2018
233
Sasu? Sorry I am new. Your Indian?
Sasu is the acronym of the site Sanctioned Suicide = SaSu = SS

And also welcome to the site.
 
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iwanttodie019

Specialist
May 4, 2025
394
Hello. I am Indian. Any Indian citizen please tell the sources to ctb. I wanna die like gunshot fast. Is that possible? With Indian sources. I truly truly truly hate india. There is no guns, no drugs, no earthquake, no storms,ect., only population increasing. India needs like SARCO POD. What is your opinion as a Indian citizen. Also help the sources to ctb. Iam 1000% sure that I wanna die.
I am Indian.How old are you?
 
poludnicalover

poludnicalover

Member
Aug 29, 2025
5
Can you buy sodium nitrite in India ?
 
pk@2001

pk@2001

Member
Apr 27, 2026
56
So basically we have no out from this hell?
 
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doomsday.

Member
Jun 25, 2026
44
Atleast One or two minute with pain is okay. Without fail.
 
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iwanttodie019

Specialist
May 4, 2025
394
Atleast One or two minute with pain is okay. Without fail.
WHy?you are very young?just 19?your whole life is ahead of you?why are you suicidal?
what was your board %/jee rank?
 
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iwanttodie019

Specialist
May 4, 2025
394
How can you say THAT here...
I am 25.I was also suicidal at 19 but then i recovered and then i am again suicidal but i suggest to give life a chance.
 
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Ben 111

Specialist
Apr 29, 2026
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The fact that ur suicidal again after recovering is solid proof that life doesn't get any better with time
 
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doomsday.

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Jun 25, 2026
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WHy?you are very young?just 19?your whole life is ahead of you?why are you suicidal?
what was your board %/jee rank?
Listen, I don't like and not interested, not dream, not will, not wish in life and my point of view is that death is OK.

Why people thinks that death is bad decision?
I way I looks is atleast Silence, Freedom, Comfort, Rest and peace.

And also I don't wanna die like aged person or until death comes.
I am 25.I was also suicidal at 19 but then i recovered and then i am again suicidal but i suggest to give life a chance.
The people who wants to live "DIE"
The people who wants to die "LIVE"

I hate this concept.
The fact that ur suicidal again after recovering is solid proof that life doesn't get any better with

The fact that ur suicidal again after recovering is solid proof that life doesn't get any better with time
This is 1000% true.

We all need a fast exit. That's all.
Listen, I don't like and not interested, not dream, not will, not wish in life and my point of view is that death is OK.

Why people thinks that death is bad decision?
I way I looks is atleast Silence, Freedom, Comfort, Rest and peace.

And also I don't wanna die like aged person or until death comes.

The people who wants to live "DIE"
The people who wants to die "LIVE"

I hate this concept.



This is 1000% true.

We all need a fast exit. That's all.
Finally, I am thinking that I need to invent a machine like sarco pod for all of you guys. But the sources in India is 👎 but thinking I have to do something.
 
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Tfgru

Want to end this hell as soon as possible
Jul 4, 2026
13
Atleast One or two minute with pain is okay. Without fail.
If you get to know any method that end in 2-3 min reply me too; Off topic how to dm someone is there any limit or something else it always shows oops you dont have permission?
 
ss-zip

ss-zip

Coward
Mar 19, 2023
8
Hello. I am Indian. Any Indian citizen please tell the sources to ctb. I wanna die like gunshot fast. Is that possible? With Indian sources. I truly truly truly hate india. There is no guns, no drugs, no earthquake, no storms,ect., only population increasing. India needs like SARCO POD. What is your opinion as a Indian citizen. Also help the sources to ctb. Iam 1000% sure that I wanna die.
They should really make it easy to ctb here. Too many people, too few opportunities. Shitty society. Overall a very miserable place to live.
 
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doomsday.

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Jun 25, 2026
44
They should really make it easy to ctb here. Too many people, too few opportunities. Shitty society. Overall a very miserable place to live.
I think so many people and so many families are the BIG PROBLEMS for the problems. India is in first in that. In India, we are not living. Just surviving.

The way I see... India is the real hell of the world. It's true. Corruption, Overpopulation, raping children's, raping women's, Thefts, Zero civic sence, So many toxic families, so many toxic friends, and societies etc, etc,...

If anyone don't have a heart to accept this. It's 1000% true. India is the real hell.
Of the world.
 
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lilacsan

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Jul 7, 2026
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Hello. I am Indian. Any Indian citizen please tell the sources to ctb. I wanna die like gunshot fast. Is that possible? With Indian sources. I truly truly truly hate india. There is no guns, no drugs, no earthquake, no storms,ect., only population increasing. India needs like SARCO POD. What is your opinion as a Indian citizen. Also help the sources to ctb. Iam 1000% sure that I wanna die.
Hey. Yes me, I am Indian.


I am planning on CTB this week. SN.
 
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doomsday.

Member
Jun 25, 2026
44
Sometimes I wish that india should destroyed.
Yeah, India deserves war.
Hey. Yes me, I am Indian.


I am planning on CTB this week. SN.
The only thing that irritating me is that everyone going without me. That's makes me very very very jealous and angry.
Anyway, how did you get SN? Is it available in pharmacy medical? If you tell me? We do it together.
 
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fullypneumatic

Member
Jun 8, 2026
6
Heat exhaustion will do it. You'll eventually stop sweating, get delirious, and eventually go unconscious. Aren't there a lot of poisonous snakes in India?
 
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doomsday.

Member
Jun 25, 2026
44
Heat exhaustion will do it. You'll eventually stop sweating, get delirious, and eventually go unconscious. Aren't there a lot of poisonous snakes in India
I am afraider of snakes. I can't do that.
My plan is drowning or hanging.
 
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lilacsan

Member
Jul 7, 2026
8
Sometimes I wish that india should destroyed.
Yeah, India deserves war.

The only thing that irritating me is that everyone going without me. That's makes me very very very jealous and angry.
Anyway, how did you get SN? Is it available in pharmacy medical? If you tell me? We do it together.
Friend, why such thoughts?

I got it off an online website.
Not available in a Pharmacy.
 
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iwanttodie019

Specialist
May 4, 2025
394
They should really make it easy to ctb here. Too many people, too few opportunities. Shitty society. Overall a very miserable place to live.
hey,which state are you from?
 
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Salkak

Student
Dec 9, 2021
186
Hello. I am Indian. Any Indian citizen please tell the sources to ctb. I wanna die like gunshot fast. Is that possible? With Indian sources. I truly truly truly hate india. There is no guns, no drugs, no earthquake, no storms,ect., only population increasing. India needs like SARCO POD. What is your opinion as a Indian citizen. Also help the sources to ctb. Iam 1000% sure that I wanna die.
Hey I am Indian too. Can I dm you?
 
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doomsday.

Member
Jun 25, 2026
44
Hey I am Indian too. Can I dm you?
Yes. You do. But I don't know full knowledge to use this SS. but you can send me that Dm or something. I don't know even what is dm?
Just send something that helps with quick and painless. That's it.