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darkdarkdark
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- Feb 8, 2023
- 42
Today, I had a doctor's appointment.
I went there and told him that I ordered SN and I'm going to ctb.
His reaction was 'People who would actually kill themselves wouldn't talk about this, thus you do not want to ctb! You came all the way from your home to the hospital, so you still have some energy within you. I think you can recover.'
Then he sent me back home.
I was like wtf.
Now I feel like I really have to ctb to prove my point. Lol
He was my last string of hope.
And now I have no one to talk to.
I went there and told him that I ordered SN and I'm going to ctb.
His reaction was 'People who would actually kill themselves wouldn't talk about this, thus you do not want to ctb! You came all the way from your home to the hospital, so you still have some energy within you. I think you can recover.'
Then he sent me back home.
I was like wtf.
Now I feel like I really have to ctb to prove my point. Lol
He was my last string of hope.
And now I have no one to talk to.