Venting I am EXHAUSTED by my life and I really dont know if I can do it anymore

[obei]

I said so many times in my previous posts that I cant stand the thought of my loved ones being devastated by my passing, but fr this is getting too much.
I cant even go to uni preparations anymore, I cant stand the intensity and all those people in a room together, I already wanna quit. Also as much as I love art the preparations all together kill my passion. I just have no motivation to do anything for myself after them. But art is the only talent I have so gotta get to that fucking uni ig.
I feel so desperate, out of energy and so irritable I dont see any point. Is this how my life is gonna be?

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I need an asteroid the size of California to hit. That will ensure that no one will have to be devastated by anyone's passing. We all need to be put out of our misery. This is all so pointless and stupid.

 

[thelazybones]

I said so many times in my previous posts that I cant stand the thought of my loved ones being devastated by my passing, but fr this is getting too much.
I cant even go to uni preparations anymore, I cant stand the intensity and all those people in a room together, I already wanna quit. Also as much as I love art the preparations all together kill my passion. I just have no motivation to do anything for myself after them. But art is the only talent I have so gotta get to that fucking uni ig.
I feel so desperate, out of energy and so irritable I dont see any point. Is this how my life is gonna be?

Me too, that's the hardest thing I think, knowing my loved ones reactions. I completely understand struggling with uni, I ended up dropping out because i couldn't deal with it

 

[eLdus]

I need an asteroid the size of California to hit. That will ensure that no one will have to be devastated by anyone's passing. We all need to be put out of our misery. This is all so pointless and stupid.

I have wished for an asteroid too, many times, though it feels awful to say it. We could all just be gone in a second and not know anything about it.