I am doing this tonight

[FlREWORK]

its 3am here. I have finally found the courage to do it. I posted some time ago I knew I'd end up killing myself; well its time now. This earth will be better off without me. Thank you to this forum for helping me when I needed it. Gave me some sort of hope, I am not alone feeling the way I do and it's okay...

I will post this message here, and I will not look at the replies (because ill be dead), so i guess this is just a way for me to give just a bit more time before doing this ?

I just broke up with my now ex, she came up with one of her friend after I was alone all day. She threatened to beat me up with a baseball bat. At that point I had already chosen.

I am a sad fuck, I break everything I touch and it's time now I break myself enough so its the last thing I break.

 

[SomewhatLoved]

I hope you find piece, whatever it is you ultimately do.

I just broke up with my now ex, she came up with one of her friend after I was alone all day. She threatened to beat me up with a baseball bat. At that point I had already chosen.

Sorry she reacted this way. I'm curious what you said to her and what reason you gave for breaking up... Sounds like she was pissed off at you.

 

[bananaolympus]

Good luck hope you find peace

 

[darksouls]

godspeed

send you love and peace

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace! Good luck!

 

[polm]

Hoping you find the peace you seek

 

[Roadrunner]

I too, wish you find the peace wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[Alexandra_]

I wish you a safe journey