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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
284
I will other my SN today and hopefully I'll get it.

It is crazy to think that I am thinking about ending my life while one year ago my life was surrounded by nature and love.
 
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paranoias64

paranoias64

basket case
Nov 25, 2025
48
where do you plan on buying yours from? i've been trying to find some myself. im sorry to hear that you used to be surrounded by nature and love
 
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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
284
Mic.
I am so unhappy and hurt everyday. At some point, I feel like I am dreaming, can't be that bad but it is. I am afraid to go but I have to. This is the worst part.
 
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Grinchy

Member
Jul 27, 2026
29
I will other my SN today and hopefully I'll get it.

It is crazy to think that I am thinking about ending my life while one year ago my life was surrounded by nature and love.
same : (
 
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uuser1412

Member
Feb 28, 2026
37
Mic.
I am so unhappy and hurt everyday. At some point, I feel like I am dreaming, can't be that bad but it is. I am afraid to go but I have to. This is the worst part.
why do you feel this way?
 

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