Venting I am crying so much that I can barely concektrate on researching methods

[KillingPain267]

Debilitating sadness makes me wanna do an impulsive ctb attempt very soon I wake up every morning in terror and sobbing and then looking at a door frame and a belt, but then SI and thoughts of my family grieving kick in

But I just want out, PLEASE
This forum is the only place that understands

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really dreadful what you are going through, I hope that you eventually find peace from your suffering.