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darkdarkdark
Member
- Feb 8, 2023
- 42
I am just very emotionally unstable right now.(english is not my first language too)
I can't picture myself tomorrow.
Or even few seconds from now.
I have this emotional turmoil almost every night(it's night time here)
And I just can't get myself together.
I was sexually harassed by my boss last year.
I had worked there for four days and had to quit bc I didn't want to get my body touched by someone else.
I sued him and at first the police listened to me and like he admitted that he touched me but was not intended to sexually insult me.
Then the police and the prosecutor focused more on the fact that he insisted that it was not intentional.
Now he can sue me back for falsely accusing him.
I have ruined relationship with my friends, too. I only have a handful of friends left.
I lost my job. They didn't want to have me.
I was constantly late to work and couldn't focus on work.
I know. What a lazy dipshit who cannot even clean up her own mess.
My parents are ashamed of me, I am a financial and emotional burden to them.
I did get hospitalized once but that didn't help that much.
The doctor said that since I've had my depression for a very long time it is hard to cure because it became solidified.
... I really wish I could get my hands on SN so that I'd be free from everything that is happening in my life.
I can't picture myself tomorrow.
Or even few seconds from now.
I have this emotional turmoil almost every night(it's night time here)
And I just can't get myself together.
I was sexually harassed by my boss last year.
I had worked there for four days and had to quit bc I didn't want to get my body touched by someone else.
I sued him and at first the police listened to me and like he admitted that he touched me but was not intended to sexually insult me.
Then the police and the prosecutor focused more on the fact that he insisted that it was not intentional.
Now he can sue me back for falsely accusing him.
I have ruined relationship with my friends, too. I only have a handful of friends left.
I lost my job. They didn't want to have me.
I was constantly late to work and couldn't focus on work.
I know. What a lazy dipshit who cannot even clean up her own mess.
My parents are ashamed of me, I am a financial and emotional burden to them.
I did get hospitalized once but that didn't help that much.
The doctor said that since I've had my depression for a very long time it is hard to cure because it became solidified.
... I really wish I could get my hands on SN so that I'd be free from everything that is happening in my life.