LouLouLouLou
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- Dec 4, 2023
- 5
It has always been so hard for me to connect to people. I wasn't always sure if there was something wrong with me, but as the days continue to go by, I just can't deny that there most likely is something wrong with me. I crave friendship, companionship, and just people to connect with, but I always manage to fuck things up. I am not a very attractive person, and I think that is one of the main reasons as to why I just can't connect with anyone. My life has only gotten worse, regardless of what I "achieve." I hate myself, the way I look and all the insecurities I have built throughout the years and I really don't know where it'll take me. I have never considered myself depressed, more so I would have considered myself "different", but I think I really am depressed in silence with no one to hear me. This long loneliness has affected me so much that I sought to find someplace where I could let that out but I'm not really sure what will happen, thanks for reading my dumb vent
