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Things had started getting better but they are back to square one. I am so miserable. Besides i took armodafinil and now I having a comedown . This is so painful.
 
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If they improve once, they can improve again
 
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We're here for you, if you need support. I'm sorry you're discouraged, I relate to that
 
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I have experimented with modafinil, armodafinil, methylphenidate, bupropion. They all cause these unsustainable hellish physical and mental states eventually, even if they make things better when you start taking them
 
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