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CosmicError

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Feb 4, 2026
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i feel like my birth was an error a glitch a code that went wrong a virus in the system i wont bother you with the details but i just feel like my whole existence was a fucking mistake and i know i will end myself someday if not today then tomorrow if not tomorrow then next week and so on but the day will come and it feels like the day is getting closer and closer i just know it in my bones its my destiny the only reason i came into this world was to realize that i am playing a losing game and will never win and kill myself to save the bother of going through the boring and monotonous struggles of life with no prize at the end and i will hang myself because hanging just feels very personal i feel like i am going out with some honor and dignity that i am not a coward that i had the guts the balls to take control of my life in the end when i finally take that leap with the rope in my neck i will know i have found peace.
 
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Chabrychek

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Dec 23, 2025
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No one is born with purpose or meaning, but the circumstances of their birth (family, wealth, family, etc) and what happened to them, give their life "meaning", or lack of it. In other words, you're not an error, you're just unlucky.
 
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CosmicError

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Feb 4, 2026
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No one is born with purpose or meaning, but the circumstances of their birth (family, wealth, family, etc) and what happened to them, give their life "meaning", or lack of it. In other words, you're not an error, you're just unlucky.
i guess you are correct
 

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