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curiousbeing

I tried everything
Dec 18, 2022
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I worry about one last thing, it's hallucinating. I read experiences of people who report that after inhaling butane, they had very intense hallucinations. The ground, everything just disappears.

Can it result in failed ctb attempt? this is my last worry.

I mean, i have certain phobias. I am afraid that if i hallucinate, I will see things like bugs which i have severe phobia and won't be able to inhale more, fearing more vivid hallucinations may emerge?

what do you think?
 

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