ryders
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- Apr 28, 2025
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My partner could express to me that they are happy with me, they love me, and that they're attracted to me. But I just can't believe in that. There's always a moment in my day where I just doubt it. I try to ignore it and it works most days, but if I ignore it for too long then I just get like this: doubtful, sad, contemplating, insecure. I know this would upset them, feeling like they aren't being heard and believed in. I'm trying very hard to believe in them, and myself. But I just can't no matter how hard I try to get over these feelings. Because of this, I don't even think i'm the best person for them. I know there's better. If they chose someone else, then maybe they wouldn't have to deal with stupid emotions such as these and a pathetic partner that just cries and whines about it online to strangers. It's hard to speak up about it directly, especially when I think of something like "I don't feel loved enough" when i'm just insecure. It's really not fair to them
