Hypomania

[Hateyouprolife]

I know suicide risk is really high in mixed episiode, vut what about hypomania? Could anyone ctb whe being happy hypo?

 

[Rayzieka]

I'm sure it's possible. Any uncontrollable feelings can be the last straw in my opinion.

 

[Hateyouprolife]

I'm sure it's possible. Any uncontrollable feelings can be the last straw in my opinion.

I would not call it uncontrollable. I suspect it might be due fact that time to my date is less thsn a week. Ever since I accepted this, my mood really improved. I will taje maxiumum from life in last week. Plan my funreal (I decide who will be invited), write my will, tie loose ends.
I feel like im completely mentally ready now.

 

[Beeper]

My desire to CTB has typically been during depressive or mixed episodes.

When I am hypomanic (or fully manic) I am usually interested in something that life has to offer. I stay busy with projects and become more social. I am able to see my way through struggles and generally stay pretty optimistic.

It sounds like you are excited about your plans. As you mentioned, maybe this feeling you have is genuinely related to your goals.

 

[Hateyouprolife]

My desire to CTB has typically been during depressive or mixed episodes.

When I am hypomanic (or fully manic) I am usually interested in something that life has to offer. I stay busy with projects and become more social. I am able to see my way through struggles and generally stay pretty optimistic.

It sounds like you are excited about your plans. As you mentioned, maybe this feeling you have is genuinely related to your goals.

I think so. Im really exited about leaving. I madecpeace with myself, forgave to every person I know, been really friendly with my family. If I leave even though nothing is bothering me, what else can this be other than true goal?

Somehow I know im gonna leave, at peace. It took me roughly 2 months from suicidal due life to realize that its truly my wish to leave. I guess I have suicidality in my genotype.