This was something I never intended to tell anyone, because it embarrasses me, but I found this thread, and saw people easily spilling their guts about this, and I kind of wanted to get this off my chest for awhile, but I was worried about what people might say to me, but being that I'm not the only one with this problem. Yes, I do not shower often, currently I'm a few days away from being 2 weeks since I last showered, before my most recent one, it had been almost a month, I lost track of the last time I brushed my teeth, but every once in a while when I dont forget, I just rinse my mouth with mouthwash. I am a guy with long hair, so whenever I do shower, I lose like a full head worth of hair, not exaggerating. Fortunately, I dont have any bald spots, but my hair is looking very thin, let's say if I were to keep breathing until 2022, I might be bald by that point, but, luckily, I dont plan on living past December 2019, so I hope I will never have to see myself bald, that also runs in my bloodline, so not taking care of my self and my genetics, I'm surprised I'm not already bald. But, the reasons why I like in hygiene is because, I'm always so exhausted, both physically and mentally, which I'm sure most people on here can relate, and when I do decide to shower, it's like planning a Black Ops mission, day 1. Prepare my clothing in the bathroom, Day 2. Find clean towel, Day 3. Operation Shower day, I know this probably sounds ridiculous, but that's technically how it is, and I saw some people on here say the reason for their lack of hygiene is because they dont leave there house, so what's the point, yea, I'm the same. In the entire year of 2019, I dont remember the exact number, but I think I have left my apartment only 5 times, maybe more or less, dont think it's more than 5, the last time I saw a movie in theaters, was 3 days after Avengers Endgame came out, holy shit, that was a mission to go to, I had plan to ctb a week after that, witch didnt work out. Other times was, doctor, Walmart, witch I felt like I was going to have a heart attack after stepping foot in that hell, and cant remember the other places, but yea. So that is one big reason I didnt shower, i did hate it though, my head was always so itchy, I would try to force myself, sometimes, it didnt work out. But yea, wanted to release that info for so long, but I hate feeling embarrassed, even if I'm just saying it online. Ugh, but I hate not showering, I cant live like this anymore, when it's time for my cross country ctb trip, I'm cutting my hair, it will be alot easier to shower with shorter hair, and if I'm going to be in public for almost a week, until ctb, then I need to try, once I'm gone, no more worries, plus, might be someone joining me, witch I'm still not sure about, though they probably wouldn't care being in the same boat.
