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SomeRandomThing
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- Apr 9, 2025
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Hi everyone, this is my first post here, so hopefully I won't be doing anything wrong with this post.
I'm not looking to make any life-ending decisions yet, however I seem to feel a huge sense of relief when I have a reliable method in place as a last resort, should I ever choose to go down that route.
I've been looking for a while at different options now, and there are so many things online relating to risks, pain, failed attempts, etc. I just want a reasonably easy, reliable and mostly pain free, mostly stress free way to die, if I ever feel like it's the way to go.
I'm from UK, England, and sourcing most things here is very difficult, everything relating to suicide risk seems to be under tight control and very limited availability.
The Peaceful Pill ehandbook has been a rather wonderful resource, with a lot of detail and information, which is amazing to see. I think I've opted for Hydrogen Sulphide as my method of choice. The handbook seems to suggest that it's easy to produce, painless, and that you will pretty much just fall asleep once the gasses are produced. But after seeing a few posts here, it also seems that some people are suggesting that it will be a painful way to go, so I'm not sure what to believe here.
I was thinking that if I do this, it would be somewhere secluded, in my car.
As per the instructions, I'd mix 500ml calcium sulphide (Lime sulphur), with 500ml of sulphuric acid. I'm expecting a pretty nasty smell from it, but smells don't bother me, so I don't think this would bother me at all.
So my questions really with regards to the above are the following:
- What factors should I consider to ensure that it's mostly painless, and that I'll just fall into an unconcious state?
- In the UK, sourcing these items are difficult. For the lime sulphur, I've found this, but I'm not sure if it needs to be concentrated, or if this is suitable? (https://hyperdrug.co.uk/easivet-lime-sulphur-dip-500ml/)
- Similar to the above, sourcing concentrated sulphuric acid is difficult now as access is more controlled. I can probably get ahold of 36% sulphuric acid, would that be enough? (https://www.jennychem.com/products/36-hydrochloric-acid)
- With the above in mind, would it even be advisable to go above and beyond the 500ml of each suggested in the handbook, and perhaps mix 1 litre of each product?
I hope these questions are all acceptable. My ADHD brain is really struggling with some of the complexities and formulas that I've seen, and I'm not so good with understanding the chemistry behind this stuff, so please, any general advice and guidance is much appreciated, especially if you can explain it in super simple terms.
One final thing that I thought of... I do have a gas mask with an air tube attachment. If I mixed the liquids in the bucket, and sealed the bucket in such a way that my air tube was placed into the bucket, above the liquid, then would this result in a more reliable outcome?
Thank you all in advance, hope you all have a good day.
I'm not looking to make any life-ending decisions yet, however I seem to feel a huge sense of relief when I have a reliable method in place as a last resort, should I ever choose to go down that route.
I've been looking for a while at different options now, and there are so many things online relating to risks, pain, failed attempts, etc. I just want a reasonably easy, reliable and mostly pain free, mostly stress free way to die, if I ever feel like it's the way to go.
I'm from UK, England, and sourcing most things here is very difficult, everything relating to suicide risk seems to be under tight control and very limited availability.
The Peaceful Pill ehandbook has been a rather wonderful resource, with a lot of detail and information, which is amazing to see. I think I've opted for Hydrogen Sulphide as my method of choice. The handbook seems to suggest that it's easy to produce, painless, and that you will pretty much just fall asleep once the gasses are produced. But after seeing a few posts here, it also seems that some people are suggesting that it will be a painful way to go, so I'm not sure what to believe here.
I was thinking that if I do this, it would be somewhere secluded, in my car.
As per the instructions, I'd mix 500ml calcium sulphide (Lime sulphur), with 500ml of sulphuric acid. I'm expecting a pretty nasty smell from it, but smells don't bother me, so I don't think this would bother me at all.
So my questions really with regards to the above are the following:
- What factors should I consider to ensure that it's mostly painless, and that I'll just fall into an unconcious state?
- In the UK, sourcing these items are difficult. For the lime sulphur, I've found this, but I'm not sure if it needs to be concentrated, or if this is suitable? (https://hyperdrug.co.uk/easivet-lime-sulphur-dip-500ml/)
- Similar to the above, sourcing concentrated sulphuric acid is difficult now as access is more controlled. I can probably get ahold of 36% sulphuric acid, would that be enough? (https://www.jennychem.com/products/36-hydrochloric-acid)
- With the above in mind, would it even be advisable to go above and beyond the 500ml of each suggested in the handbook, and perhaps mix 1 litre of each product?
I hope these questions are all acceptable. My ADHD brain is really struggling with some of the complexities and formulas that I've seen, and I'm not so good with understanding the chemistry behind this stuff, so please, any general advice and guidance is much appreciated, especially if you can explain it in super simple terms.
One final thing that I thought of... I do have a gas mask with an air tube attachment. If I mixed the liquids in the bucket, and sealed the bucket in such a way that my air tube was placed into the bucket, above the liquid, then would this result in a more reliable outcome?
Thank you all in advance, hope you all have a good day.
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