Venting hurting myself

[meltskelt]

I believe that because I'm not sure about my life I have started hurting myself to relieve the pain and confusion. Lately I have been enjoying fasting for long periods, but I want to start sh again as well. You see, the feeling of depression is not STRONG right now, but I want it to come back and make me feel miserable. I want to have enough money and courage to just CTB

 

[SmallKoy]

I completely understand what you mean honestly. Self harm frustrates me because I dislike having to hide certain parts of my body.. essentially permanently in my case but at the same time I enjoy self harming as messed up as it is. Fasting for whatever reason makes me feel like I'm somehow doing something productive with myself.

 

[carnivalforone]

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I completely understand what you mean honestly. Self harm frustrates me because I dislike having to hide certain parts of my body.. essentially permanently in my case but at the same time I enjoy self harming as messed up as it is. Fasting for whatever reason makes me feel like I'm somehow doing something productive with myself.

agreed in every sense