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LavĂ­nia

LavĂ­nia

plalace
Feb 19, 2024
167
I realized that there is something inside me. Crawling, gnawing at my flesh, feeding on everything I have. An anxiety, a screaming agony, an energy that never runs out. On the weekends, I live in hell, it's so much time for nothing. I don't know what to do, it's an infernal agony. An excruciating torture. much and little time

I'm calling it "hunger" now. An inexhaustible need for fulfillment. Read more, write more, eat more, go longer without eating. Smoke more, talk more, consume more. Consume, absorb, be. Be, be, be, be. Drink, smoke, write. Read. Drink water, alcohol, talk more, learn more. Write, read, eat. See, accumulate, save more, buy more, save more. Scream, be quiet. Smoke, write, read. Read, smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke. Write, read, scream, hurt, hurt, hurt. be desperate
 
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Afterglow

Afterglow

good god remove my frontal lobe already
Feb 22, 2025
392
I think you could channel this into some banger poetry tbh
 
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