TheShadowKing
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- Dec 5, 2023
- 158
I'm bored as shit in the mental ward so my day could obviously be better hopefully y'all are having a better day than me lol
The weather was nice today although I was inside most of the time. Walked by a pottery sale. Didn't have any money but it was nice to browse. I really liked this one.
TheShadowKing
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- Dec 5, 2023
- 158
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,296
It's just another day closer to death, it's just another day of waiting to die. I'm so tired of being conscious and aware, wish there's the option to just erase my existence and disappear. I really wish I never existed more than anything, existing truly is just meaningless suffering. It's just so dreadful and terrifying to me how this existence could potentially continue for decades, under no circumstances would I ever wish for something as incredibly undesirable as existence.
My day was pretty dreadful. It was easier when I dissociated from all the anxieties. Now it constantly stays and I end up in a horrible physical tension that is so unbearable I just want to end my life immediately. I made it without tranquillizers today, that's the good part. But it was so, so exhausting.
jujujr
Member
- Oct 29, 2023
- 49
past few weeks have been pretty depressing but today is okay, still feel so numb and broken down, don't know how I made it this far.
bieatmania
早く殺してくれ。
- Dec 22, 2023
- 51
I am about to go to sleep, It was one of the day where I got nothing to do so I try to pass the time by watching something like movies or any sort of media.
But today I couldn't get myself into doing something as much as the usual, So there was long period of time where I would sit and stare at celling.
But today I couldn't get myself into doing something as much as the usual, So there was long period of time where I would sit and stare at celling.
