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umbra_

Member
Feb 21, 2023
22
N, followed by SN and N2 exit bag as my second options. All on my list to legitimately try to prepare for.
 
a_pine_tree

a_pine_tree

Member
Jan 21, 2023
8
Impossible method, but I'd go back in time and abort myself. I often get sad thinking about every people I've hurt, and some people still care about me so leaving now would hurt them more. But if I had never been born, I would've never met them, and never hurt anyone.
 
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Capsaicin78

Capsaicin78

Full time failure
May 4, 2022
238
The most peaceful way possible, N.
 
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bubo

bubo

Student
Jul 14, 2022
100
it might sound stupid but i'd like to have my skull crushed by a train. i don't really want a peaceful or painless death and this method should bring me lots of suffering.
 
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death song

Member
Jan 24, 2023
28
Assisted suicide or Volunteer Assisted Death are by far my choices. However these methods are difficult to achieve here in the good ole USA especially since I live in a ass backwards Southern State. Oregon has loosened up their residency requirements but one still has to have a doctor declare that You only have 6 months to live as I understand their guidelines. I have some major health problems but nothing in the 6 months to live category yet. Going to Switzerland is not really an option at the present. Also I have pets that have been with Me for a long time and through some hard times. Can't bring myself to leave them without knowing they won't suffer.
 
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overeasy

overeasy

deja vu
Feb 25, 2023
2
N for sure. It's a dream- painless, clean, guaranteed. I would love to have a physician-assisted death… if it was possible to access just for terminal mental illness and not terminal physical illness I would've done it already.
 
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Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
918
Death by snu-snu! (Cookie to anyone who gets it.)
 
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tieiwi

Experienced
Dec 11, 2021
240
Helium or nitrogen any one of those gas methods. Ideally I would like to fall asleep normally and just never get up…
 
annointed_towers

annointed_towers

Cursed by God
Dec 9, 2022
320
For me I would want to shoot myself. I cant bc I was hospitalized as a kid unfortunately. Id want to because it would be quick, no thinking and also deform me violently, cant stand the idea of being intact after death. Other ones Id want would be to be killed by a grenade or mine something like that
OP I have not one to say but i love your profile picture because I'm obsessed with Brat and Sergei Bodrov Jr.
 
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innominesatanas44

innominesatanas44

🇷🇸
Feb 16, 2023
165
OP I have not one to say but i love your profile picture because I'm obsessed with Brat and Sergei Bodrov Jr.
Thank you :) You should watch dom za vesanje. Its also a really good slavic crime movie.
 
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katara

katara

tired all the time
Mar 17, 2022
237
I want to die saving someone else who wants to live. Like pushing someone away from a truck but being crushed myself. Might as well do one good thing.
I've had the same thought before. Doing something really brave/heroic and life changing like that. You sound like a very kind soul. I hope people are good to you because as someone who was very kind growing up, i dealt with getting bullied a lot.
 
Viranamari

Viranamari

A Future Corpse
Feb 22, 2023
294
I would CTB by using a method that guarantees death. There is no point in living after attempting CTB after all. That method is most likely falling from a skyscraper so that I have a chance of becoming unconscious and so that I would die instantly or a simpler method would be to simply cut my arteries which sounds painful and undesirable but easier to achieve.
 
lovesurroundsyou

lovesurroundsyou

good night 💤
Feb 26, 2023
30
I guess very boringly, N. Just so that I can lay in bed snuggled the fuck up in my blanket and holding my pillow lol
 
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itsallpointless

Experienced
Feb 9, 2023
212
Dignitas euthanasia or dying in sleep
 
Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
918
I guess very boringly, N. Just so that I can lay in bed snuggled the fuck up in my blanket and holding my pillow lol
Your current avatar matches that perfectly. XD
 
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Ghoste

Ghoste

Unlucky me, who lives life in pain
Mar 7, 2023
10
Deffinatley N, I've been trying to get my hands on some for the longest time, but I'm considering giving in and finding another method at this point, I've checked literally everywhere!
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
N administered IV, assisted
 
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CyberCat95

CyberCat95

Member
Jan 30, 2022
42
N I think but it seems hard to get here and quite expensive.
 
Sulyya

Sulyya

Synergist
Mar 6, 2023
541
Suicide by saving someone else like intentionally jumping in front of a car to save them. Makes it easier for everyone left behind.
 
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HadItAll

I just want to be completely forgotten
Feb 20, 2023
243
Warm, windless summer night on a hill with a scenery of a city, on a beach lounger, smoking some weed, a bit drunk, with some cigarettes, next to a car that has my favourite music playing, daydreaming, reminiscing of my good life before illness.

With a bottle of N and a gun(backup) next to me.
 
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OutOfTheVoid

she/her
Feb 10, 2023
199
peaceful overdose. doesnt matter what drug(s), as long as its painless, peaceful, and maybe even pleasurable.
 
Caoine01

Caoine01

Experienced
Feb 23, 2023
212
Using an XR71 "blackbird" at his top speed to find a rock in the desert.
 
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randy

Student
Jan 6, 2023
155
propofol IV followed by N. unconscious in about 10 seconds
 
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Homo erectus

Homo erectus

Mage
Mar 7, 2023
560
Probably helium, if it can be administered properly in a controlled environment. The only problem is that helium sold in shops is diluted. It's not fully reliable.
 

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