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BornofDust

BornofDust

Student
Dec 11, 2020
132
How would you liked to be remembered. Or do you not care. How you want people to view your life, your dreams, your goals. Do you want people do know your story or do you want to just dissapear into the ashes of history. Do you want there to be a legacy of some sorts. Do you want to be remembered well. What do you plan on leaving behind.
 
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watchingthewheels

Enlightened
Jan 23, 2021
1,415
I'd like to be remembered, remembered on the fifth of November...(but no, not really...)
 
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Revered

Revered

Member
Mar 6, 2021
50
I don't really care. 99.9% of all humans to have ever existed are long forgotten and their legacies are nothing more than the continuation of the species.
 
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inthemoonblue

inthemoonblue

Member
Nov 26, 2020
84
Well, my loved ones are the only ones who'll remember me for anything. I just hope they won't hate me for leaving them... I hope they'll know I tried my best.
 
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booray

Can’t do this anymore
Jan 28, 2021
394
I'd like to be remembered for who I was before depression, anxiety and anhedonia took hold of me. If I die by suicide, then I'm concerned that the way I die will overshadow my life. That's why I don't want an obituary.
 
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Water-Lily

Water-Lily

Enlightened
Dec 26, 2020
1,203
as a bad person
 
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GrizzlyGrapefruit

GrizzlyGrapefruit

Student
Jun 17, 2019
123
Preferably not remembered because that would imply less pain for others
 
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Iloveyouall

Iloveyouall

Mage
Feb 12, 2020
501
Not at all would be perfect.
 
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Pisceslilith

Pisceslilith

Student
Aug 19, 2019
159
I don't want to be remembered at all, I want all traces of my existence to be erased. I don't even want a funeral.
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
If I had the power to remove every trace of my existence on this earth after I die I would. Srsly there is not much to remember might as well leave with a clean slate.
 
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LakatosDiogenesz

LakatosDiogenesz

I can tie a noose with my eyes closed
Nov 21, 2020
143
As someone who did their best.
I'd like if people understood that.
 
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Breakout92

Breakout92

Student
Mar 10, 2021
107
I don't want to be remembered.. whoever is the person that people remember "me" to be isn't the real me anyway.
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
862
They'll all immediatly forget i existed which is fine by me. Family already pretty much forget I exist already, won't make much of a difference to anyone.
 
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AntiCycleAN

AntiCycleAN

Member
Jan 15, 2021
66
I would like to be remembered, but honestly no one would remember me as what I truly am, so it wouldn't really matter anyways. I would hope my parents would not remember me to lessen their pain, but they probably would never forget and it might haunt them forever.
 
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higgy56

Member
Oct 19, 2020
13
I want everyone to forget me as I've never lived in the same world as them
 
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Lupgevif

Lupgevif

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Jul 23, 2020
928
I would like to be forgotten.
 
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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
like a girl who passionate wanted to live but was stolen from her life by psychiatry
 
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TheFifthDay

Member
Jan 30, 2021
39
I personally don't care how people remember me. They could call me worse than hitler or praise me as a saint it makes no difference. But it would be nice if even 1 person, or perhaps only that single person, knew the inner workings of my mind. The stories and worlds I've made up and envisioned. But that'll never happen even while I'm alive so there's nothing to remember me by.
 
Ender

Ender

..
Dec 29, 2020
269
Just forget that I ever existed
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,801
I don't have any choice in how I'll be remembered so I don't care, also will be dead...
Thanks for the reminder (off-topic buuhuu ;-; ;-; ;-; )
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,595
I do not want to be remembered at all. The majority of people that I am around in the real world treat me like I do not exist while I am alive right now, so I do not want those same individuals, or anyone else for that matter, dancing on my grave after I am deceased; not only would this be virtue signalling but also hypocritical of them. Plus I do not want anyone in my life anymore; I have given up on forming relationships with others (partly) because of what was just said. Measures will be taken to ensure that my death is discreet as possible.

Having said all of that it is unlikely that many will be upset anyway - I am not special or important; I am not trying to flatter myself.
 
EDMisgood

EDMisgood

A Visionary
Mar 15, 2021
41
I don't want people around me to know why I suicided because they don't deserve to know and plus I don't want them to waste their lives on me, so it's better for them to forget about me rather than remember me. This is the reason I'm not writing anything before I ctb.
 
Gonjoolie

Gonjoolie

Student
Feb 5, 2021
137
I'd rather be forgotten completely honestly.
 
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lonelyrealist

lonelyrealist

Member
Oct 2, 2021
39
I don't want people to know. I would quit my job, give notice to landlord, get rid of all my stuff. Tell them all I'm moving somewhere. I will leave a will of sorts, just to ask that my death not be reported in the news. I want to go very quietly. My brothers will have to be notified, and my mother if she is still alive when I CTB. I would hate to do that to my mother though. I don't want a funeral, it would be so pathetic as there would be nobody to attend. Ugh.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,256
I wouldn't want to be remembered at all. I just want to be forgotten about, like I never existed at all. In an ideal world I would choose to completely disappear.
 
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carnivore

I'm a coward
Aug 30, 2022
90
they will come to the grave a few times and then forget anyway. life is not Hollywood
 
unnoticed

unnoticed

doomed since ‘98 ༺♥༻
Aug 4, 2021
20
i don't really care to be remembered at all…i imagine my passing will probably only lead to a lot of pain and confusion for others. i wish i could disappear without a trace and be forgotten instantly. i used to be a good friend to many people, but i've cut contact with pretty much all of my friends and loved ones except for my parents and my one best friend. i suppose i would hope they'll remember me as funny, honest and aware that i love them soooo very dearly…:-(
 

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