ctoan

ctoan

Arcanist
Sep 30, 2018
437
must be awful when you socially isolated


im facing my christmas and new years eve alone
 
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Desperate_Soul

Desperate_Soul

I'll See You Guys On The Other Side Of The Rainbow
Aug 26, 2018
1,980
Method?
 
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Kogoruhn

Kogoruhn

Student
May 20, 2018
109
I'm already feeling bad thinking of all the socializing involved. Specially the parts when someone asks if you have a girlfriend/work. Truly i don't wanna see anyone else than my mom and brother
 
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nzdarkshark

nzdarkshark

The Loved Mistake
Sep 4, 2018
400
Christmas is the one time of year I don't feel so scared to socialise. I can't explain why.
I've always loved christmas - maybe for the (temporary) joy it holds.

I don't know if I'll be here this christmas. Which kind of makes me sad but I don't know..
 
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Aaron Josef

Student
Oct 6, 2018
101
I'm already feeling bad thinking of all the socializing involved. Specially the parts when someone asks if you have a girlfriend/work. Truly i don't wanna see anyone else than my mom and brother
Are you and your brother close?
 
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Kogoruhn

Kogoruhn

Student
May 20, 2018
109
Are you and your brother close?

Yes, we live together with my mom. I used to love Christmas and New Year but since i became suicidal i only find socializing tiring (my cousins, uncle and aunt are the people who always accompany us for this days)
 
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ctoan

ctoan

Arcanist
Sep 30, 2018
437
I'm already feeling bad thinking of all the socializing involved. Specially the parts when someone asks if you have a girlfriend/work. Truly i don't wanna see anyone else than my mom and brother

do you have a girlfriend?
 
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ctoan

ctoan

Arcanist
Sep 30, 2018
437
No, do you? :P
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-havent-recovered-from-my-last-break-up.5626/


my true love is cocaine though
 
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Taylored

I've figured it out
Sep 20, 2018
321
If I'm still here I'd probably purchases lots of storage for my computer
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Christmas probably at my mothers house. New year alone and on the road like pretty much the 10 nye's before this one. When the clock strikes midnight at nye roads are dead empty ... Literally everyone has somewhere to be at that point. It's a rare sight.
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Arcanist
Aug 8, 2018
403
Probably living out on the streets because I refuse to spend it with family when they don't give a shit.
 
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jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
Assuming I'm not dead by then, I'll be in Vegas with my family. Once I get back to town I'll attempt to catch the bus in 2019.
 
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Maravillosa

Maravillosa

Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
Sep 7, 2018
689
Probably I would serve as a lector at one of the Christmas Eve Masses in my parish church and spend Christmas Day at home with my mother and brother. I would probably spend New Year's Eve taking care of Mom.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Hopefully in my grave.
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Most likely alone as usual, but I don't mind that, I am happy when other people are having wonderful time with families and friends ♡
 
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tothemetalsickness

tothemetalsickness

World of Warcraft gamer
Oct 4, 2018
67
Got no friends in real life so, Imma celebrate it on World of Warcraft, as always.
 
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Mari

Mari

Left forum, time's up
May 10, 2018
169
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Rocky M

Rocky M

I'm A Monster
Jun 20, 2018
213
I will spend Christmas surrounded by people who don't care. I won't make it to New year's Eve.
 
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ctoan

ctoan

Arcanist
Sep 30, 2018
437
i think i might ctb at new years eve
 
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NOISYMIND

NOISYMIND

Everyday I wake up I wanna die again.
Sep 11, 2018
164
People don't really celebrate Christmas in my country and I don't look forward to New Year's Eve either as the events are all pretty lame. It's going to be very depressing for me.
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,982
I wish I could enjoy Christmas. I loved it as a kid. Now it just feels empty and soulless. Maybe you need kids to appreciate it again. I don't even like kids though, I want it to feel good for me. I have a beautiful fiancee and we'll have a decent time of it, so I really shouldn't bitch. But I'm tired of the cyclical spiel every year, the same holidays, the same boring garbage in the stores. I go to Walmart and right now it's pumpkin spice bread, pumpkin spice tea, pumpkin spice condoms (probably, I haven't checked). I just notice that the older I get, the more dead I feel on the inside. I never make new memories either, it all just feels like tired, re-hashed bullshit that I can't muster any energy for.
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

Wizard
Aug 16, 2018
672
Used to love christmas so much..last 3 Christmas hell on earth
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
In a little vase.
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

Wizard
Aug 16, 2018
672
Me too probably :( last three Xmas progressively worse..
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
I work retail so gonna have that to take up my time (and exhaust me). On Christmas day I'll be eating with my family and then retreating to my room when it gets too much. I may be working boxing day which would get me away from the house, but I won't know until my rota comes out. I just need to keep busy..
 
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NOISYMIND

NOISYMIND

Everyday I wake up I wanna die again.
Sep 11, 2018
164
I work retail so gonna have that to take up my time (and exhaust me). On Christmas day I'll be eating with my family and then retreating to my room when it gets too much. I may be working boxing day which would get me away from the house, but I won't know until my rota comes out. I just need to keep busy..

I was working in retail too and I hated working on Christmas Eve and Boxing Day :(
 
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IG959

Arcanist
Aug 14, 2018
430
I can't even bring myself to think about it
 
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crova

Making death amazing journey
Oct 7, 2018
377
Every Christmas, since my love left me I buy 2 bottles of gin [the most expensive I can find locally [bombay sapphire last year]
and I empty one on Christmas eve [24.12] and the second one NY eve. Im sober for the rest of the year. I dont even drink beer on hot days
This year - I cant plan that far.
 
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