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Henryk

Henryk

Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry
Apr 22, 2022
90
I came to the conclusion that my destiny is CTB. But over time I realized how difficult it is to take that last step, many call suicide cowards but the truth is that it takes a lot of courage to actually commit suicide, it's our instinct to stay alive and to face it is very difficult.
The big question is how to let go of that fear and really take the last step?
 
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Csmith8827

Csmith8827

Strength.
Oct 26, 2019
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I dunno but Interpol was dope back in the day...Antics went hard...
 
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krokilo

Member
Jul 19, 2023
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Я пришел к выводу, что моя судьба - СТВ. Но со временем я понял, как трудно сделать этот последний шаг, многие называют самоубийц трусами, но правда в том, что для того, чтобы совершить самоубийство, требуется много мужества, это наш инстинкт, чтобы остаться в живых и столкнуться с этим очень трудно.
Главный вопрос заключается в том, как отпустить этот страх и действительно сделать последний шаг?
I think you need to rethink it all a several times and come to a firm decision, and also prepare and plan, be rational about it, and then just take the last step when you're ready. Just my thoughts, now at this same stage
 
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Deleted member 65988

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I think you need to rethink it all a several times and come to a firm decision, and also prepare and plan, be rational about it, and then just take the last step when you're ready. Just my thoughts, now at this same stage
Same here, I'm just deliberating at the moment but also a lot of what goes in life right now are just past time distractions delaying the final step.
 
anaerobic_bacterium

anaerobic_bacterium

Member
Jul 29, 2023
61
i think it's easier under drug influence
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
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I came to the conclusion that my destiny is CTB. But over time I realized how difficult it is to take that last step, many call suicide cowards but the truth is that it takes a lot of courage to actually commit suicide, it's our instinct to stay alive and to face it is very difficult.
The big question is how to let go of that fear and really take the last step?

i think you'll know when it's time. just try not to rush anything.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I imagine that many who managed to through with ctb had access to a method that they felt confident in and they just got so determined to be free from everything, but there's no easy answer to the question as suicide certainly is so unnecessarily difficult, it's like the survival instinct exists just to prolong suffering.
 

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