ccake
Member
- Apr 10, 2023
- 90
- Clean Room and position everything nicely
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1 For family (Irl)
1 For friends (Online)
Wait for my parents to leave to go somewhere with each other and use one of these methods
Firearm
or
Running away from home to find a high place to jump from (I'll most likely have already chosen the place before I run away)
Send a goodbye message to friends then take my leave.
For clarification I am extremely sheltered hence why my parents have a lot to do with this, I don't really go outside or anything so me simply stepping foot out the door will raise a ton of suspicious already. I could make some excuse like "I just want to go on a walk" which will 100% work
The problem with my plan is that I've just been too lazy to execute it. I just lay in bed all day or get on my pc and do random shit as a way of trying to numb my emotions, I am fully ready to ctb I just have no motivation
I have 1 more thing left that I feel like will make me hold on for a little longer but I'm not sure yet.
- Create note
1 For family (Irl)
1 For friends (Online)
Wait for my parents to leave to go somewhere with each other and use one of these methods
Firearm
or
Running away from home to find a high place to jump from (I'll most likely have already chosen the place before I run away)
Send a goodbye message to friends then take my leave.
For clarification I am extremely sheltered hence why my parents have a lot to do with this, I don't really go outside or anything so me simply stepping foot out the door will raise a ton of suspicious already. I could make some excuse like "I just want to go on a walk" which will 100% work
The problem with my plan is that I've just been too lazy to execute it. I just lay in bed all day or get on my pc and do random shit as a way of trying to numb my emotions, I am fully ready to ctb I just have no motivation
I have 1 more thing left that I feel like will make me hold on for a little longer but I'm not sure yet.
