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completely-done

completely-done

Experienced
Jan 31, 2022
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My last day is coming up very soon this month. I'm excited, nervous and impatient. My method is SN

I was thinking to dress up in my favourite outfit, a beautiful dress or something. Then, do an elaborate makeup routine. I won't be eating on the day of, so I'll have my favourite dish a couple days before. Also, listening to my favourite playlist is in my plans too.

Is it better to ctb during the day or night? I have neighbours above me and I hope they don't call paramedics if they hear me vomiting or screeching (if vomiting or audible panic happens).

Any other ideas? Sorry my thoughts are all over the place, I just want to get it right :ahhha:
 
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LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
368
Wishing you peace with your method and choices!
I hope that everything will happen well and that you'll be at peace :)

Your program for the day (or night) seems pretty nice already. Practicing self-care before is important !

Some suggestions, sorry not much ^^ : movies, writing some stuff, painting your nails.
 
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Rob1984

Rob1984

A day in the life
Jan 8, 2021
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I'm sorry to hear this.... I really am. I'm curious, what is your favorite dish? I love food so I'd have a hard time picking "my last meal" lol

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completely-done

completely-done

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Jan 31, 2022
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I'm sorry to hear this.... I really am. I'm curious, what is your favorite dish? I love food so I'd have a hard time picking "my last meal" lol

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I love Mexican food! Some of my good memories I have are tied to Mexican food, so that will be my last meal, including tequila :blarg:
Also, how should I mask the decomposition smell. I have a timed email that will alert LE to come pick up my corpse. The email is timed for 3 days after estimated time of death
 
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