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symphony

symphony

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Mar 12, 2022
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I don't intend to CTB for a bit yet, but ironing out the details of my plan helps me feel calm and in control.

I've been seriously thinking about (eventually) buying N, and of course then I'm thinking of how to make the plan fool-proof, how to make sure I don't fail.

It seems the only ways I could fail are if I don't manage to drink the full amount (which would be on me) or if I'm "saved" (which is harder to control). I'll live alone when I CTB so I don't have to worry about someone walking in on me or something but I'm paranoid that a loved one could get suspicious and call the police on me.

No matter what method I use, I intent to CTB in the evening or at night, late enough that I could have conceivably gone to sleep but early enough so I'd have plenty of time for it to work until I'd be expected to be responding to texts again in the morning. I could easily get at least 8 hours which should be enough for N, but what if it isn't? What if by mid-day the next day I'm still not dead and someone calls the cops because I've not been answering my phone? And what if they call the cops the night before because something about how I'm texting seems out of character?

I know this seems unlikely and I'm probably just being paranoid here, but I want to make sure I have all my bases covered.
 
WhiteRabbit

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I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
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I think with 2 bottles you're dead within 12 hours guaranteed.
 
BigGimpin

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Mar 24, 2022
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what is the best way for someone to check and see if i am still alive? My parents will be with me all along the way. I just want to know how long they should wait until contacting the coroner?
 
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Oct 8, 2019
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I don't intend to CTB for a bit yet, but ironing out the details of my plan helps me feel calm and in control.

I've been seriously thinking about (eventually) buying N, and of course then I'm thinking of how to make the plan fool-proof, how to make sure I don't fail.

It seems the only ways I could fail are if I don't manage to drink the full amount (which would be on me) or if I'm "saved" (which is harder to control). I'll live alone when I CTB so I don't have to worry about someone walking in on me or something but I'm paranoid that a loved one could get suspicious and call the police on me.

No matter what method I use, I intent to CTB in the evening or at night, late enough that I could have conceivably gone to sleep but early enough so I'd have plenty of time for it to work until I'd be expected to be responding to texts again in the morning. I could easily get at least 8 hours which should be enough for N, but what if it isn't? What if by mid-day the next day I'm still not dead and someone calls the cops because I've not been answering my phone? And what if they call the cops the night before because something about how I'm texting seems out of character?

I know this seems unlikely and I'm probably just being paranoid here, but I want to make sure I have all my bases covered.
I'm pretending to fake that I'm 2/3 days without sleep and when the time to CTB arrives, I will pretend to GF and family that I will get a big sleep (18h+), which happens a lot because of my job, which will give me the time to make it, not sure If it can work for you.

what is the best way for someone to check and see if i am still alive? My parents will be with me all along the way. I just want to know how long they should wait until contacting the coroner?
I would suggest at least 24h, in case of prolonged coma, but I'm not really sure
 
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Al Cappella

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Feb 2, 2022
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I don't intend to CTB for a bit yet, but ironing out the details of my plan helps me feel calm and in control.

I've been seriously thinking about (eventually) buying N, and of course then I'm thinking of how to make the plan fool-proof, how to make sure I don't fail.

It seems the only ways I could fail are if I don't manage to drink the full amount (which would be on me) or if I'm "saved" (which is harder to control). I'll live alone when I CTB so I don't have to worry about someone walking in on me or something but I'm paranoid that a loved one could get suspicious and call the police on me.

No matter what method I use, I intent to CTB in the evening or at night, late enough that I could have conceivably gone to sleep but early enough so I'd have plenty of time for it to work until I'd be expected to be responding to texts again in the morning. I could easily get at least 8 hours which should be enough for N, but what if it isn't? What if by mid-day the next day I'm still not dead and someone calls the cops because I've not been answering my phone? And what if they call the cops the night before because something about how I'm texting seems out of character?

I know this seems unlikely and I'm probably just being paranoid here, but I want to make sure I have all my bases covered.
Well, a test might be to make note of how many nights go without someone contacting you until we'll into the next day. That way you'll get a sense of what sort of time windows you have…
 
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symphony

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Mar 12, 2022
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Well, a test might be to make note of how many nights go without someone contacting you until we'll into the next day. That way you'll get a sense of what sort of time windows you have…
I'm planning on doing something similar in the month or two leading up to my attempt. On random days, stop responding in the early evening and don't start responding again until mid-day the next day. This will help me "test the waters" as you suggest. I hope it'll also diffuse suspicion because loved ones will learn to expect, "oh, Sym sometimes does this, they'll be fine though".
 
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Red Scare

Red Scare

Wizard
Mar 1, 2022
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what is the best way for someone to check and see if i am still alive? My parents will be with me all along the way. I just want to know how long they should wait until contacting the coroner?
Death will occur about 25 minutes after you stop breathing and respiratory failure sets in. They should be able to check you for a pulse after you visibly stop breathing. You should stop breathing within an hour or two after you fall asleep.
 
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Death will occur about 25 minutes after you stop breathing and respiratory failure sets in. They should be able to check you for a pulse after you visibly stop breathing. You should stop breathing within an hour or two after you fall asleep.
Just to confirm - it takes an hour or two for death even after 2 bottles of N?
 
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