First imagine a person who combines all the traits below: (it doesn't matter if you think that this person cannot exist, or you're sure there are some positive values there that are not mentioned; just imagine a person with these particular traits. For making it easier let's give this person a name: "Bob")
- mentally not capable to keep any job because of behavioral disorders constantly leading to making enemies in any workplace sooner or later, which results being in toxic relations with co-workers and superiors that ends with losing a job that way of another
- not intelligent enough to find a way to earn money by himself to get any kind of income and avoid going to a regular job, but intelligent enough to be fully aware of being not very intelligent. Explanation: Truly stupid people can't fully acknowledge and accept the fact that they are stupid, because of their defense mechanisms, they are forced to lie to themselves in their consciousness that they are pretty smart, so we are talking about Bob being intellectually just 1 step ahead of them, but he is still too stupid to do intelligent people stuff like obtaining high education or do complex work like IT etc... Bob is basically limited to simple jobs that he is incapable of keeping for longer, which always ends with Bob being poor and unemployed.
- Bob didn't manage to obtain any constant feeling about faith / God. He is literally trapped in a fight between 1000 arguments to believe in God and other 1000 arguments that God doesn't exist. Therefore, Bob is some kind of "faithful atheist". It is not possible for him to just find his way through God.
- history of animal abuse (killing / torturing small animals like insects, guinea pigs / rabbits / chickens / dogs). Doing these evil acts gave Bob great satisfaction and the feeling of being powerful.
- terrible experience with shrinks and therapy (many tries with many different specialist - always with 0 effect, literal immunity to being helped this way)
- bad experience with people overall. Never met any actual friends, just people he was hanging out with for some time. Made many people suffer by mentally hurting them that way or another. All of these experiences with hundreds of people made Bob actually believe that people are overall just evil by nature, which makes him isolate from society even more. He basically became a hermit, closed in his apartment that he leaves only to buy food, and that is his only way to actually meet people in real life.
- Crippling loneliness, leading to great attention seeking (searching for friends even when he actually hates all the people). Sending constant messages to different people on Discord, Twitch, and Reddit just to get any kind of answer from them, many of these messages are just toxic and hateful, because even being hated back or banned is some kind of response, making Bob feel not alone for a moment, because someone actually gave him some attention. Bob even tried many times to help people on the internet, for example by coaching them in games that he is good at, which always ended with him feeling like they used him and didn't respect his gift. This entire helping / coaching idea obviously also had a source in loneliness. Also, Bob is not good enough in any game to actually earn money by doing that.
- Bob's 30-year-old body is already pretty much destroyed due to not being able to live healthy, because it was too much work to cook his food or workout. Something constantly hurts, every day brings some kind of psychical pain, while he cannot seek any medical help, because he have no money for it, while social help doesn't work good enough in his country to provide anything to constantly unemployed people like him.
- Bob has no family of his own, no friends. He only has a mother and two sisters who are just trying to live their own lives. Bob can't face it any longer that he is a constant burden for them instead of actual help.
- Overall weakness of character, like usually not being capable of winning with procrastination, low resistance to addictive substances, being scared the whole life, not being able to defend himself from bullying throughout his entire childhood.
- Completely incapable to suicide due to being too weak to do it. Bob is intelligent and self-aware enough to really know what kind of person he is, so he understands that the only good choice he got left is to just end this absolute misery, but he is not even close to obtain enough power to force himself to actually make any suicide attempt. He can only think how awesome it would be to finally end all of this insanity.
Now, the question for you: What do you think Bob should do? His situation is literally devastating; every single day is some kind of suffering. What should Bob actually do? He can't just die, he is too weak to fight for death to come, but he is also too weak to live. That constant feeling of being trapped in life, that in some way is similar to hell (constant suffering without possibility to escape it).
PS. Bob doesn't exist, so please don't send any messages with "good wishes" or compassion. Just write your actual ideas, and if you don't have any then do not send a message.
- mentally not capable to keep any job because of behavioral disorders constantly leading to making enemies in any workplace sooner or later, which results being in toxic relations with co-workers and superiors that ends with losing a job that way of another
- not intelligent enough to find a way to earn money by himself to get any kind of income and avoid going to a regular job, but intelligent enough to be fully aware of being not very intelligent. Explanation: Truly stupid people can't fully acknowledge and accept the fact that they are stupid, because of their defense mechanisms, they are forced to lie to themselves in their consciousness that they are pretty smart, so we are talking about Bob being intellectually just 1 step ahead of them, but he is still too stupid to do intelligent people stuff like obtaining high education or do complex work like IT etc... Bob is basically limited to simple jobs that he is incapable of keeping for longer, which always ends with Bob being poor and unemployed.
- Bob didn't manage to obtain any constant feeling about faith / God. He is literally trapped in a fight between 1000 arguments to believe in God and other 1000 arguments that God doesn't exist. Therefore, Bob is some kind of "faithful atheist". It is not possible for him to just find his way through God.
- history of animal abuse (killing / torturing small animals like insects, guinea pigs / rabbits / chickens / dogs). Doing these evil acts gave Bob great satisfaction and the feeling of being powerful.
- terrible experience with shrinks and therapy (many tries with many different specialist - always with 0 effect, literal immunity to being helped this way)
- bad experience with people overall. Never met any actual friends, just people he was hanging out with for some time. Made many people suffer by mentally hurting them that way or another. All of these experiences with hundreds of people made Bob actually believe that people are overall just evil by nature, which makes him isolate from society even more. He basically became a hermit, closed in his apartment that he leaves only to buy food, and that is his only way to actually meet people in real life.
- Crippling loneliness, leading to great attention seeking (searching for friends even when he actually hates all the people). Sending constant messages to different people on Discord, Twitch, and Reddit just to get any kind of answer from them, many of these messages are just toxic and hateful, because even being hated back or banned is some kind of response, making Bob feel not alone for a moment, because someone actually gave him some attention. Bob even tried many times to help people on the internet, for example by coaching them in games that he is good at, which always ended with him feeling like they used him and didn't respect his gift. This entire helping / coaching idea obviously also had a source in loneliness. Also, Bob is not good enough in any game to actually earn money by doing that.
- Bob's 30-year-old body is already pretty much destroyed due to not being able to live healthy, because it was too much work to cook his food or workout. Something constantly hurts, every day brings some kind of psychical pain, while he cannot seek any medical help, because he have no money for it, while social help doesn't work good enough in his country to provide anything to constantly unemployed people like him.
- Bob has no family of his own, no friends. He only has a mother and two sisters who are just trying to live their own lives. Bob can't face it any longer that he is a constant burden for them instead of actual help.
- Overall weakness of character, like usually not being capable of winning with procrastination, low resistance to addictive substances, being scared the whole life, not being able to defend himself from bullying throughout his entire childhood.
- Completely incapable to suicide due to being too weak to do it. Bob is intelligent and self-aware enough to really know what kind of person he is, so he understands that the only good choice he got left is to just end this absolute misery, but he is not even close to obtain enough power to force himself to actually make any suicide attempt. He can only think how awesome it would be to finally end all of this insanity.
Now, the question for you: What do you think Bob should do? His situation is literally devastating; every single day is some kind of suffering. What should Bob actually do? He can't just die, he is too weak to fight for death to come, but he is also too weak to live. That constant feeling of being trapped in life, that in some way is similar to hell (constant suffering without possibility to escape it).
PS. Bob doesn't exist, so please don't send any messages with "good wishes" or compassion. Just write your actual ideas, and if you don't have any then do not send a message.
