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countrySpacious0
Nov 2, 2025
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Basically what the title is. I've been trying partial and using ligatures using various different things (shoelace, necktie, cable, etc). Every time I try these, I hit my jugular, but I don't feel anywhere near close to passing out. I'm using enough pressure to leave a mark on my neck (which I've learnt my lesson from, I will put a sock in the way next time). All of the diagrams say that the carotids are just below my jaw, but I have a lot of fat there, which I can't help but think might be why my attempts are unsuccessful. I don't have anything that can hold my weight so i can't try fully hanging. Maybe it's got nothing to do with my fat neck and i'm missing something more obvious haha. Any help is appreciated
 

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