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morbidinsanityy

morbidinsanityy

suffering
Mar 12, 2026
3
how do i make sure i don't have a seizure while im trying to hang ctb? im trying to do partial suspension but every single time i do it, i have symptoms kind of like a seizure that sort of forces me to breathe, and makes me feel dizzy and disoriented for hours after. why is this happening and how do i stop it?
 
truehappiness

truehappiness

Bliss and Happiness to all <3
Mar 3, 2026
128
how do i make sure i don't have a seizure while im trying to hang ctb? im trying to do partial suspension but every single time i do it, i have symptoms kind of like a seizure that sort of forces me to breathe, and makes me feel dizzy and disoriented for hours after. why is this happening and how do i stop it?
That could be a flat out panic attack.

Have you considered taking alprazolam roughly 30 to 20 minutes before your attempt? That soothes the nerves a lot ^^
 
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morbidinsanityy

morbidinsanityy

suffering
Mar 12, 2026
3
That could be a flat out panic attack.

Have you considered taking alprazolam roughly 30 to 20 minutes before your attempt? That soothes the nerves a lot ^^
thank you^^ where would i even get that though because alprazolam isnt something you can just buy at that store no?
 
truehappiness

truehappiness

Bliss and Happiness to all <3
Mar 3, 2026
128
thank you^^ where would i even get that though because alprazolam isnt something you can just buy at that store no?
Nope!
You want to have a look at DrugHub

Go to tor.taxi and select the onion link there

You will need to have a look at how to use GPG keys tho