RatInRealLife
Poyo fan
- Aug 28, 2023
- 3
I´m pretty much sure about CTB soon, but i'm kinda picky about the method i want to use since i just really want to do it in a rather chill/paceful way. I'm a Pharmaceutical and Biological Chemestry student so my first thought was an overdose and i went a little high thinking about synthesize fentanyl but i discarted that idea becuase it just a shit ton of work, also it would be kinda hard for me to get other depressant meds to overdose me with, also recently i heard that you can die asphyxiated with nitrogen because your body doesn´t realize you´re not breathing oxygen wich sound really good to me since i already know how to make hydrogen and oxygen in my house, nitrogen shoudn´t be that hard, but i still need to do my reseach (any info would be greatly appreciated).
Currently i am researching about a chill way to bleed out similar to a blood donation but draining me dry, the problem is that even though i already have some exprerience extracting blood thanks to my classes i have never done it on myself before and i'll need extra practice so i don't mess up the day i'll do it, and also i need to test the equipment i'll use so i´ll have to extract a little blood and pucture myself a couple of times, the issue here is that i live with my parents, i started wearing bandages and band-aids as part of my menhera outfits so i can easily hide the marks the needles leave but when i'm really fucked up is in the way of disposing the blood i take, i can't just throw it in my trash can because my parents could find it and i wouldn´t really appreciate that happening
So i´ll have to take it out in my backpack and dispose it somewhere else, and i'm worried my backpack would smell like blood, anyone have any ideas? for now my best one is just cover it in an insane amount of perfume, btw also any info about removing blood from clothes would be really appreciated because i know eventually i'll get some in my sheets or shirt, i would ask my teachers but i already asked them about blood loss and blood extraction and i think asking now about this would be really sus.
Currently i am researching about a chill way to bleed out similar to a blood donation but draining me dry, the problem is that even though i already have some exprerience extracting blood thanks to my classes i have never done it on myself before and i'll need extra practice so i don't mess up the day i'll do it, and also i need to test the equipment i'll use so i´ll have to extract a little blood and pucture myself a couple of times, the issue here is that i live with my parents, i started wearing bandages and band-aids as part of my menhera outfits so i can easily hide the marks the needles leave but when i'm really fucked up is in the way of disposing the blood i take, i can't just throw it in my trash can because my parents could find it and i wouldn´t really appreciate that happening
So i´ll have to take it out in my backpack and dispose it somewhere else, and i'm worried my backpack would smell like blood, anyone have any ideas? for now my best one is just cover it in an insane amount of perfume, btw also any info about removing blood from clothes would be really appreciated because i know eventually i'll get some in my sheets or shirt, i would ask my teachers but i already asked them about blood loss and blood extraction and i think asking now about this would be really sus.