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L'absent

L'absent

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Aug 18, 2024
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I believe that in the end we will have to face all our fears. Enduring all the pain there is to endure to end this life, paying a disproportionate and unjust penalty to be free. The sacrifice will be enormous in psychological and physical terms. After these few minutes of great pain, all suffering will be over forever. It takes courage 💪💪! We all know the most effective methods and we know how uncomfortable and not at all peaceful they are. Good things in life are difficult! 😔
 
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pariah80

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Aug 12, 2024
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I know. I feel you. It's still hard. But this is a "choose your hard" type of situation. I can choose the hard of staying in life until it kills me on its own time anyway. Or, I can take my destiny into my own hands and escape whatever sadistic game this is. I choose the latter. Thanks for the post.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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The suffering being over forever is all I personally wish for, I wish there is a painless way for me to just be gone, I'm always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence, I only hope to never exist again, I only hope to be permanently free from all suffering.
 
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L'absent

L'absent

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Aug 18, 2024
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I know. I feel you. It's still hard. But this is a "choose your hard" type of situation. I can choose the hard of staying in life until it kills me on its own time anyway. Or, I can take my destiny into my own hands and escape whatever sadistic game this is. I choose the latter. Thanks for the post.
Unfortunately. That's right.
The suffering being over forever is all I personally wish for, I wish there is a painless way for me to just be gone, I'm always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence, I only hope to never exist again, I only hope to be permanently free from all suffering.
It is true. This suffering is too much and we don't deserve it. I hug you.
 
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