I am thinking about using N as a method to CTB but it is hard to find, at least in the US and Europe, but is it hard to find in Brazil? do you guys know any supplier?
Darkover
Angelic
- Jul 29, 2021
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it's really hard to come by but i've heard from a user on this forum they traveled to mexico to get there hands on some N
sanctioned-suicide.net
I got N with the help of a member from here!
Suddenly visiting Mexico sounds like a good idea! Where in Mexico did you get it?
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quietly_gone
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- May 9, 2023
- 79
you're from Brazil? if you find out tell me too lol 
the only place ive seen have N was at the vet when one of my cats got euthanized, nowhere else.
SN is my current method of choice since it's widely available for purchase in Brazil. I'm currently waiting for my order to arrive.
the only place ive seen have N was at the vet when one of my cats got euthanized, nowhere else.
SN is my current method of choice since it's widely available for purchase in Brazil. I'm currently waiting for my order to arrive.
u re from Brazil as well? cool, yeah SN is available here but i am afraid of suffering a lot, i've heard about some people who agonized to death, i cut my wrist once it was painless and it was a really big cut, idk whythis method isn't widely talked here.you're from Brazil? if you find out tell me too lol
the only place ive seen have N was at the vet when one of my cats got euthanized, nowhere else.
SN is my current method of choice since it's widely available for purchase in Brazil. I'm currently waiting for my order to arrive.
i wished F or N would be my method choice, but if i can't i can cut my wrist
Thanks! but i can't go to Mexico now, maybe one day, if i'm alive i'll travel there and buy. if anyone else has a way to help me and wouldn't mind, talk to me pleaseit's really hard to come by but i've heard from a user on this forum they traveled to mexico to get there hands on some N
I got N with the help of a member from here!
Suddenly visiting Mexico sounds like a good idea! Where in Mexico did you get it?
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Kasumi
tired
- Mar 3, 2023
- 495
short answer: you don't
but seriously though, N is reeeeally hard to get, you might be able to get it in Mexico but even that is no guarantee.
SN is not exactly painful, it's uncomfortable at best.
And cutting is not recommended cause the success chances are very low.
but seriously though, N is reeeeally hard to get, you might be able to get it in Mexico but even that is no guarantee.
SN is not exactly painful, it's uncomfortable at best.
And cutting is not recommended cause the success chances are very low.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,967
I don't think that there is a reliable source to order N online, instead there are just scams unfortunately, it's just the reality.
And cutting wrists is a self harm method not a suicide one, it has a less than 2% success rate so it's really not recommended if one wishes to succeed, that's why the method isn't talked about here. I do think that those who can access SN are fortunate though as it's a reliable poison, that method just sounds unpleasant but not agonising. But anyway I wish you the best, it's really unfortunate how there is no N, I would also wish for some as it sounds like the best method but I guess it's too good to be true.
And cutting wrists is a self harm method not a suicide one, it has a less than 2% success rate so it's really not recommended if one wishes to succeed, that's why the method isn't talked about here. I do think that those who can access SN are fortunate though as it's a reliable poison, that method just sounds unpleasant but not agonising. But anyway I wish you the best, it's really unfortunate how there is no N, I would also wish for some as it sounds like the best method but I guess it's too good to be true.
Kasumi
tired
- Mar 3, 2023
- 495
ah um please quote, reply or tag me when u wanna ask me something, I don't auto-watch threads and nearly missed this.
chances of cutting are low for multiple reasons.
- finding the right place and actually hitting it isn't easy
- cutting deep enough and in a way that it doesn't close again is difficult
- even if that all worked and u hold ur arms in warm water underwater it's still likely that your bleeding will stop before you loose enough blood.
quietly_gone
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- May 9, 2023
- 79
yes i'm from brazil, the SN method can be a pain if done wrong, have you read stan's guide on it? cutting isn't really painless for most people so that's why we don't talk about it here as much as SN... most SN attempts who are done properly work just fine
The question wasn't only for you, was for everyone. I still don't know yet, when i cut my wrist it was a very deep and long cut, i had 19 stitches in my arm and had to wear bandage, my arm was wide open and almost lost conscience before i was taken to the hospital, until now i have this huge mark that reminds me of that day. idk if i'd have succeded if my mom hadn't found me. I have the thought that maybe i could do it again, i didn't feel a thing, and maybe if you cut deep enough it's' painless, it was the closest thing i had with a successful ctb , that's why it feels kind of trustworthy, but there are the problems Kasumi mentioned, and SN seems good but idk how'd it feel. Are there threads of people who tried it or watched other people using it?
Take a trip to tijuana mexico and buy in a vet shop, if it doesn't work you might get kill by a cartel so you have at least 2 chances of dying.
Livingvsdying25
Enlightened
- Dec 8, 2019
- 1,188
I am soo regretting not buying some years ago... N isn't avaliable anymore wtf has the world come to 
the one fucking method that is likeee actually calming to think about doing and not having to worry about gruesome pain or whatever 
the one fucking method that is likeee actually calming to think about doing and not having to worry about gruesome pain or whatever 
Willy Wonka
Student
- Dec 15, 2021
- 166
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