You get it off the Indian pharmacy websites.
Do you think they'd deliver to South Africa? Do you know If they are reliable? Could I possibly PM you to ask for a link or two?
N is enough, don't risk getting caught, especially if you have more than 10 grams of pentobarbital.
Caught for what, possessing N or for trying to get Dilantin?
I'm not worried about being caught since nobody in real life knows I have N (all 12gms haha). It's also extremely well hidden, not stored where I live, so even if the PoPo stomped in here with a warrant, I'd be all good..
I'm a heavy marijuana user (vape every evening to fall sleep), daily benzodiazepine user for anxiety, and get drunk once a week. Do you still think I'll be fine without Dilantin?
If you're not found and given medical intervention you'll still die. All the cases of assisted death with extended coma still die.
I understand that, but the thought of being in an extended coma scares me for many reasons and I'd like to prevent it. That's what Dilantin is for, to prevent the small chance of an extended coma during the use of N (if I'm not mistaken)
Also, even though I'm taking the necessary precautions not to be found by going to a hotel room for 3 days - there is still a small chance, and the chances of being found alive are higher if extended coma occurs. I would take comfort if I knew
for definite that I'd be dead in less than 1 hour. And that about sums up why I want Dilantin