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Romanticize

Romanticize

Student
Aug 22, 2024
156
Hello Guys
Chronic opioid user here- which is why I have gastroparesis (slower gastric emptying) and basically slower gut mobility. Often vomiting and/or dry heaving.

I have evertything: benzo, morphine, SN but due to my condition, which can fuck up my plan, I need meto really bad. I plan Ctbing in a week maximum, but meto is last piece of the puzzle.

I went to two doctors (one online, one in person) and I told them about my vomiting, bloating, reflux etc but they both strongly said NO to meto (even tho the visits were paid for) and prescribed some weak ass shit.
They said its super strong medication, given to cancer patients after chemotherapy etc, and I should get checked first: get a tube down my throat and in my ass (gastroscopy etc).

First of all, I dont give a shit what it is, and second - I know the reason- its opioids which I take not prescribed, so I can't tell the truth. Even if I told, i'm a "risky patient" so they wouldn't prescribe meto anyway. I fking asked just for one 10mg 10pcs package, and said I used it before after my dad and it helped. Angry NO was only answer.

It is a comedy that I have access to morphine, benzos etc (bc they are psychoactive) thru some dealers, but noone has meto- because it doesnt give high. Fucking hell.

How to get meto in my case? Without it my plan will fail, because ill vomit a lot and SN and other drugs will be absorbed 5x slower than normal. Is someone willing to provide some advice or to sell it to me or swap for some SN?

Safe travels, see you all on the other side guys.
 
LastNite

LastNite

Bad Decisions -The Strokes
Mar 31, 2025
67
Just get it through drug markets. They sell prescription drugs as well.
 
Romanticize

Romanticize

Student
Aug 22, 2024
156
yea but I have my 2 telegram contacts for opio and benzo I need and thats it.

didnt use darkweb, you have to install TOR, lose 50% on bitcoin cantor, risk a delivery from another country- its also not an option for my currently...

Maybe if there is a clearnet source which is reliable, I could use it. But not darkweb.
 
Romanticize

Romanticize

Student
Aug 22, 2024
156
I paid again and filed for prescription from a doctor over the net describing my symptoms (vomiting, reflux etc) and that other meds were inefficient.

Guess what, third try and Boom! This nice young doc lady (i checked her up) filled just one box for me but i finally posess meto. I guess end is sooner than i thought. Wish you all got meto and SN as easily as I did.
 
K

kamyzyak

Per aspera ad aspera
Jul 21, 2023
10
Just wondering, how hard it is to get prescription drugs without having a prescription in EU/US? Because in Russia you can buy almost anything in a pharmacy, as long as it's not psychoactive. Like, if you come in and say "I have the flu, give me some antibiotics" they probably won't sell you anything, but if you name a specific drug and act like you know what you're doing, half of the pharmacies won't even ask for a prescription. Isn't that the case everywhere else?
 
Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
307
Using an online store, I described my condition as vomiting during migraine headaches. That worked, and it was filled and shipped.
 
Romanticize

Romanticize

Student
Aug 22, 2024
156
Just wondering, how hard it is to get prescription drugs without having a prescription in EU/US? Because in Russia you can buy almost anything in a pharmacy, as long as it's not psychoactive. Like, if you come in and say "I have the flu, give me some antibiotics" they probably won't sell you anything, but if you name a specific drug and act like you know what you're doing, half of the pharmacies won't even ask for a prescription. Isn't that the case everywhere else?
no, in Poland almost never. it happened maybe 15 years ago, but now you need a prescription, its centrally managed. Pharmacy isnt allowed to give out any prescription meds without prescription. I imagine if they did, they risk huge penalties and maybe even closing the business.

However since Covid there is this option to make an online visit with doc (or even describe symptoms and chat with him) and he sometimes prescribes what you wants, but not always. You have to be very smart and deceptive what to write/say and some doctors are still too cautious or need a proof (medical documentation).

In my case, I paid for 3 such visits (for Meto), and only third one worked and for the smallest pack possible.
 
S

SufferingInDenmark

Arcanist
Feb 21, 2025
400
i dont even know what meto is, despite trying to find out all night last night.
i wish people would just say for example "anti vomit medicine", if that's what that is.
i'm not a chemist, and english isn't even my first language.

i can google it sure, but the answer often sucks and doesn't cover the full spectrum of details.
 
Romanticize

Romanticize

Student
Aug 22, 2024
156
i dont even know what meto is, despite trying to find out all night last night.
i wish people would just say for example "anti vomit medicine", if that's what that is.
i'm not a chemist, and english isn't even my first language.

i can google it sure, but the answer often sucks and doesn't cover the full spectrum of details.
it's Metoclopramide, a very important medicine if you want to poison yourself, using SN or opioids.
It is a strong central nervous system anti-emetic [anti vomit medication] and it is a prokinetic, means it makes whatever you eat - go from stomach to intestines faster and absorb faster.
This is why with fasting and Meto, it's absorbed rapidly, and in 15 min unconsciousness happens. Without meto, one can suffer for 1 hour. Of course you want to speed absorption up.

Additionally, i have gastroparesis [slower gastric emptying] due to my chronic opioid use. This further slow my gut mobility and can make me vomit and suffer unnecessary.
I was a benzo advocate with SN, but I see why metoclopramide is equally as important.
 
valium

valium

waste
Jan 15, 2019
29
i would be curious to know if anyone has experience obtaining meto in the UK specifically. i have found various clearnet pharmacies offering it, but i am sure they will require some kind of proof or documentation. i have a GI disease which could lend some validity, but i'd still prefer it if my purchase did not find its way back to any official medical records. is it really as easy as people make it seem? i guess i should look on DNMs too but that feels a little overkill for a medication so relatively harmless
 

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