Help How to get into hospital fast

[lost in my mind]

Ok so I'm sorry if it's gonna sound stupid but I'm at my Lowest rn and I can't seem to get myself into ctbing, so I want to get into hospital (not psych ward) in order to treat something which I need your help to find something I can cause myself (like kidney failure or something like that, I tried to do small over dosing on ibuprofen and paracetamol in the last couple days but nothing is happening) in order to get there just because I can't be alone anymore and I need to be in a place where I'm being watched and just not being alone. Thanks in advance

 

[Groovy123]

I'm sure there is free help somewhere. Church?

 

[Aleksandra]

i don't quite understand your question but i'm only saying this because it worked for me, you need to deal with a bit of pain or none at all depending on what you wanna do.

i used to OD on stuff to be put on the OU. you need 20-30 cocodamol for me that wasn't lethal. now your choice is to call an ambulance immediately, telling them what you did and wait. or you wait a few hours then call. wouldn't recommend though as codeine can make you very sleepy.