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hrbdjdjdjdndjd

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Jun 13, 2025
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Ive tried 4 different ssris and none of them particularly helped, talking therapy makes me feel emotionally drained and is expensive. Genuinely how am i supposed to get better. And ive tried so many times but i only end up back in this spot, i think this is the worst ive ever been in my life and i dont see any way out
 
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SecretDissociation

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Sep 11, 2022
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I don'y have any advice because I think I'm in the same spot :( But do you have a goal or something you like? Something that makes you a little happy? I find some people that feel lost and mentally worn atleast have one thing they like that they want to do during the day.

Also, I also tried SSRI's and none of them particularly helped, maybe you can try another type of anti-depressant? I tried NSRI type of anti-depressant although i dont think meds really work for me, but if you want, maybe that could be an option.

Unfortunately, sometimes the way out is a 10k marathon mile, and we only have it in us to take 5 steps a day, I really hope that one day, mh support is better than what it is now. Sorry I don't have any real advice TT
 
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hrbdjdjdjdndjd

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Jun 13, 2025
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I do have a hobby but even that feels flat and meaningless right now😞 someone else suggested that to me but i believe you have to see a psychiatrist to get them prescribed and the doctors never do much for me so i wouldnt know how to get that far.
Thanks for your words, makes me feel less alone anyway
 
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GeminiButter

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I'm sorry you're going through this and that things haven't helped, despite trying different things.

I'd also suggest trying an SNRI, it depends what country you're in I imagine but in the UK I am fairly sure that GPs can prescribe them, it wouldn't necessarily have to be a psychiatrist - and given you've tried 4 different SSRIs there's a good chance that an SNRI would be the next one to try anyway. I know this is easier said than done, though.

Sending lots of love 💐
 
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hrbdjdjdjdndjd

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Jun 13, 2025
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Oh really, I was told it had to be through a psychiatrist😯 i think i may try contacting the gp again on monday. Thank you for your kind words
 
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Ligottian

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Sometimes there is no getting better. :aw:
 
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Apr 28, 2024
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Some alternative treatments to look into would be TMS, ECT, and Spravato. These have higher effectiveness rates than pills but also have more risks.
 
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