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unluckysadness

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Ask your doctor / psychiatrist. I guess benzos are easy to get in India like everywhere in the world (or I may be wrong because I'm in Europe and here is it quite easy to get some - especially in France - we are world champions for psych drugs...)
 
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Ask your doctor / psychiatrist. I guess benzos are easy to get in India like everywhere in the world (or I may be wrong because I'm in Europe and here is it quite easy to get some - especially in France - we are world champions for psych drugs...)
It is not easy.I do not have a doctor/psychiatrist
 
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I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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You can go to a psychiatrist. But the problem is they don't recommend any hard ones. Even if they do and even you could procure benzos and OD on them, you'll be knocked out for few hours to a few days. I was knocked off up to 5 days.
It is not easy.I do not have a doctor/psychiatrist
Recently i tried it again and i was out for just one day.
 
left0vers

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это всего лишь кошмар
Feb 23, 2026
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You can go to a psychiatrist. But the problem is they don't recommend any hard ones. Even if they do and even you could procure benzos and OD on them, you'll be knocked out for few hours to a few days. I was knocked off up to 5 days.

Recently i tried it again and i was out for just one day.
You were unconscious for 5 days and didn't die of dehydration? How?
 
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I wish to CTB asap
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You were unconscious for 5 days and didn't die of dehydration? How?
Excellent question. I was out of my senses for 5 days. But i was able to walk, talk, eat, drink
I even remember in one episode, i went to a park and slept on the park seat
In another one, i fought with a guy who was flirting with my girl
There was one more instance, when i went to a restaurant to have food.
 

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