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Wow, that's surprising to me that they give you benzos and Promethazine instead of AMT or NTT. I have a similar history. The tricyclics have a lower chance for abuse and you need a crap ton of them for the cocktail anyway. I've tried it and it's a lot to keep down without vomiting. I have such a ridiculous amount of both lying around and just the thought of those caps sloshing around in my stomach makes me feel sick!

If you were able to get N you could skip the metoproclamide/Reglan that A offers and just use your promethazine.

Perhaps you could try to get some propranolol? Another med I take and have a ton of lol. It's too bad I am unable to share as I have such little use for all of these prescriptions lying around.

I wish I knew how to help you, alas I'm on the other side of an ocean and still yet on the other side of the continent from said ocean.

If I come across anything I will be sure to let you know.





Thank you! I've complained about insomnia already but all I can get are benzos and promethazine and I'm scared it would be suspicious to ask for Amitriptyline because I have a history of suicide attempts. I'm in The Netherlands btw!
 
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Nov 17, 2018
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Wow, that's surprising to me that they give you benzos and Promethazine instead of AMT or NTT. I have a similar history. The tricyclics have a lower chance for abuse and you need a crap ton of them for the cocktail anyway. I've tried it and it's a lot to keep down without vomiting. I have such a ridiculous amount of both lying around and just the thought of those caps sloshing around in my stomach makes me feel sick!

If you were able to get N you could skip the metoproclamide/Reglan that A offers and just use your promethazine.

Perhaps you could try to get some propranolol? Another med I take and have a ton of lol. It's too bad I am unable to share as I have such little use for all of these prescriptions lying around.

I wish I knew how to help you, alas I'm on the other side of an ocean and still yet on the other side of the continent from said ocean.

If I come across anything I will be sure to let you know.

The ppeh recommend crushing the pills and mixing them with water instead of swallowing then whole. It probably tastes awful but that should help preventing the feeling of so many meds sitting in your stomach.

I wish I could order from N but that's not an option sadly.

Haha yes I wish we could trade :p too bad you live on the other side of the world. Thanks for helping me though! I appreciate it a lot x
 
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