I have the necessary utilities which is only tons of sodium nitrite and anti-emetics. I will avoid it to take Benzodiazepines for reasons of failure risk and long-term damage.
I would like to go though with ctb within this week. I plan to do it triggered by the impulse of strong depression cycle because the Sn taking routine will be easier for me mentally at that point. Therefore I will fast the whole upcoming days (only daytime).
I still struggle with the location. I have the option to do it
1. In my own room in the residential group with the risk to be found earlier, and by minors
2. In a building only I have access to nighttime with the risk to be found by minors too
3. Going into isolation to a beautiful island 7 hours away and doing it there in the cold being found by no one that fast
What would you consider? What parameters have you considered for your location and what circumstances will you ctb under?
I would like to go though with ctb within this week. I plan to do it triggered by the impulse of strong depression cycle because the Sn taking routine will be easier for me mentally at that point. Therefore I will fast the whole upcoming days (only daytime).
I still struggle with the location. I have the option to do it
1. In my own room in the residential group with the risk to be found earlier, and by minors
2. In a building only I have access to nighttime with the risk to be found by minors too
3. Going into isolation to a beautiful island 7 hours away and doing it there in the cold being found by no one that fast
What would you consider? What parameters have you considered for your location and what circumstances will you ctb under?
