hematomatema
my name was lewis
- Feb 29, 2024
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Just fucked up one of my A-Level exams and I'm kind of just done with it at this point so if there's a spot close by, in the next few days, I'll probably CTB. Only issue is that I can't really find any good areas. The tallest building near me is a cathedral and it hardly counts since the natural terrain pushes it far above the other buildings, and any other tall buildings near me don't have open access to their very top, and I wouldn't want to jump from midway since that seems like an amazing way to not die and just end up breaking all my bones or be brain damaged or some shit.
Does anyone know how to find a good spot? I'm kind of dead set on this method because I don't really have access to many medicines (paracetamol is my easiest option but I know that takes some time, is agonising, and probably doesn't even work regardless of how much you consume) and I find hanging or cutting through arteries or any sort of direct self-inflicted pain to be almost impossible (I can hardly give myself a nick on my skin let alone starting slicing veins and whatnot lol.) I've tried VSED but I love my food so it's incredibly difficult and I can hardly last one day (it's also tough since I kind of have to eat dinner so my parents don't think something's up.)
Are there any easy ways to get onto the tops of tall buildings? What about the perfect height to do it? Again, I wouldn't want to survive this. For what it's worth I live around the Guildford-Woking area in Surrey, England (vague enough that no one would be able to determine who I am)
Does anyone know how to find a good spot? I'm kind of dead set on this method because I don't really have access to many medicines (paracetamol is my easiest option but I know that takes some time, is agonising, and probably doesn't even work regardless of how much you consume) and I find hanging or cutting through arteries or any sort of direct self-inflicted pain to be almost impossible (I can hardly give myself a nick on my skin let alone starting slicing veins and whatnot lol.) I've tried VSED but I love my food so it's incredibly difficult and I can hardly last one day (it's also tough since I kind of have to eat dinner so my parents don't think something's up.)
Are there any easy ways to get onto the tops of tall buildings? What about the perfect height to do it? Again, I wouldn't want to survive this. For what it's worth I live around the Guildford-Woking area in Surrey, England (vague enough that no one would be able to determine who I am)
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