How to feel excited about ctb?

[Ambivalent1]

There are such people. How do I do it?

 

[Bobert_Beniro]

Every time my life seems worthless, the thought of death calms me. For example, if I have a hard day at work, I always start to think that life is not forever.

 

[qw3rty259]

Those people have had enough of this world to the extent that the thought about leaving this place give them only joy, no regrets. So if you're not feeling this way, maybe you're not really done with it yet

 

[Forever Sleep]

Wait for things to get even worse- you'll feel it naturally then.

 

[Nagito]

Do you dread the thought of dying more than the thought of being alive for some time? If so it could be as others have said, that it might still be worth it to see if there are other roads you'd like to take in life before this one.

I don't remember what it's like to want to live and I need to remind myself holding onto life is a very big deal to other people. Sometimes I wish I remembered how it feels to value it bc I miss relating to people in convos

 

[MrDarkness]

There are such people. How do I do it?

Thinking about it brings me peace

 

[metalpi]

I'm excited. I think I lived as much as I could given the limitations life can have and I feel if you're fully done it can be exciting to end your pain :)

I'm definitely excited

 

[Ambivalent1]

I'm excited. I think I lived as much as I could given the limitations life can have and I feel if you're fully done it can be exciting to end your pain :)

I'm definitely excited

im so excited and I just can't hide it.

Imagine wearing a shirt that said "Yay death!"

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly see ceasing to exist as being the only comfort and relief, in fact I see beauty in preventing suffering and being unaware of everything for all eternity. But for me the problem lies in how suicide is purposely made so inaccessible, I would only look forward to the ctb process if I had a method as peaceful as Nembutal which isn't the reality. And I think that many of those who manage to ctb despite all the difficulties were more determined rather than excited.