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finishing really hard games tbh
 
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Cashewmilk

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Mar 10, 2020
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Heroin and fentanyl smoked
Sleeping
Eating something so delicious like a sweet treat
The feeling of my house being clean and clutter free
 
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BitterlyAlive

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On rare occasions I'll be driving around and something in nature just catches my eye. I notice I feel a bit lifted for a few moments afterward. I'm not sure if it's happiness or what.

Trigger warning, self harm

This is fucked, but the only time I ever remember feeling "euphoric" was when I cut too deep. I didn't think I was capable of feeling any sort of happiness or joy but those endorphins proved me wrong lmao

Ahh memories :')
 
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