On rare occasions I'll be driving around and something in nature just catches my eye. I notice I feel a bit lifted for a few moments afterward. I'm not sure if it's happiness or what.
Trigger warning, self harm
This is fucked, but the only time I ever remember feeling "euphoric" was when I cut too deep. I didn't think I was capable of feeling any sort of happiness or joy but those endorphins proved me wrong lmao
Ahh memories :')