How to do it as a disabled person

[addressunknown]

Hello, sorry if i am not supposed to post anything yet or if it's not the right section.
I'm disabled, as such i can hardly go outside. Moreover, i live with my family and in consequences i can't ctb home.
I have no idea how to do it.

 

[OpheliasFlowers]

I'm in a rather similar situation myself and so I can't really offer advice or comment anything helpful to your post, but I wanted to say that I'm both sorry that your life has brought you to SS but also I'm glad you found this site as it has many compassionate, intelligent, caring and kind people who are willing to listen and who understand, relate, and won't judge. I hope you'll at least find support and a feeling of being less alone here. Wishing you well, friend.

 

[disabledsuicidegirl]

I'm disabled too, I know the feeling

 

[deadverysoon]

Hello, sorry if i am not supposed to post anything yet or if it's not the right section.
I'm disabled, as such i can hardly go outside. Moreover, i live with my family and in consequences i can't ctb home.
I have no idea how to do it.

in which country do you life?
maybe there is a legal organisation which could support you?

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are in this situation. There should be options of euthanasia and we all deserve a peaceful exit at our time of our own choosing. I hate how society deprives us of that. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[addressunknown]

in which country do you life?
maybe there is a legal organisation which could support you?

There is none in my country unfortunately

 

[Stopthepain]

That s really taff .. i am so sorry. Someone would have to get u N. How mich disabled are you?

 

[Chockles]

I'm in same boat. Severely physically disabled in agony 24/7. Live in uk no access to drugs & stay with elderly parents. They know I want to die don't want to see me sufferring but can't assist me. 2 weeks ago I tried dehydration/starvation. I got to 3 days before thirst got so unbearable I begged my mum to get me water. Don't know what to do anymore. Not got physical ability to hang myself & can't get out the house.

 

[BridgeJumper]

I have irreversible inner ear damage and because of it can hardly walk sometimes. In the event when I permanently cant go out, I'm doing partial hanging along with opiate overdose. There is a way to get all things needed without leaving the house, if I want badly enough.

 

[NormaJeane]

The last resort for a disabled/paralyzed person is to die of dehydration or starvation.

 

[Chockles]

The last resort for a disabled/paralyzed person is to die of dehydration or starvation.

I tried that.
I'm confined to a wheelchair in agony
BUT you'd be surprised what body capable of when thirsty.
I don't remember but by day 5 is managed to sleep crawl to the tap & pour myself a glass of water.
Was found in morning on floor by my mum.

 

[again_noidea]

I'm in same boat. Severely physically disabled in agony 24/7. Live in uk no access to drugs & stay with elderly parents. They know I want to die don't want to see me sufferring but can't assist me. 2 weeks ago I tried dehydration/starvation. I got to 3 days before thirst got so unbearable I begged my mum to get me water. Don't know what to do anymore. Not got physical ability to hang myself & can't get out the house.

What was unbearable? because i read, that it is rather easy if you keep your mouth wet (without drinking water). I would probably fast for like 10 days before i start the water fast. Opiates sure are helpful in that situation.

Okay, i read you answer. that sounds strong. maybe if you fast food for like a month before you start the water fast... your energy might be so low that you can't do anything. But again, witouth opiates it is very, very hard to do.

 

[Chockles]

What was unbearable? because i read, that it is rather easy if you keep your mouth wet (without drinking water). I would probably fast for like 10 days before i start the water fast. Opiates sure are helpful in that situation.

Okay, i read you answer. that sounds strong. maybe if you fast food for like a month before you start the water fast... your energy might be so low that you can't do anything. But again, witouth opiates it is very, very hard to do.

I'm on oxy & benzos they rarely give me much sleep. My pain is unbearable. I starved for 2 weeks but again I have no control over what I'm doing when I'm sleep walking (or my case sleep crawling). I live with my parents. There is access to food everywhere. I refuse to eat/drink during day despite them pushing me to. I am severely physically in pain starvation/dehydration makes it worse. I scream myself awake & seem to sleep walk to find food or water.

 

[again_noidea]

I tried that.
I'm confined to a wheelchair in agony
BUT you'd be surprised what body capable of when thirsty.
I don't remember but by day 5 is managed to sleep crawl to the tap & pour myself a glass of water.
Was found in morning on floor by my mum

I'm on oxy & benzos they rarely give me much sleep. My pain is unbearable. I starved for 2 weeks but again I have no control over what I'm doing when I'm sleep walking (or my case sleep crawling). I live with my parents. There is access to food everywhere. I refuse to eat/drink during day despite them pushing me to. I am severely physically in pain starvation/dehydration makes it worse. I scream myself awake & seem to sleep walk to find food or water.

fuck, that sounds horrible. i'm sorry that you have to go through this. I always wonder why some parents to not assist the farewell of their child if it is clearly what they want. Do you think it would work with more oxy and more benzos? but without assistance it is really hard. What is your plan now?

 

[Chockles]

fuck, that sounds horrible. i'm sorry that you have to go through this. I always wonder why some parents to not assist the farewell of their child if it is clearly what they want. Do you think it would work with more oxy and more benzos? but without assistance it is really hard. What is

I'm in UK so I don't know.
I'm going to try acquire N but heard some are being stopped at customs.

It's the last of my money.
My parents are very old
Cannot cope.

fuck, that sounds horrible. i'm sorry that you have to go through this. I always wonder why some parents to not assist the farewell of their child if it is clearly what they want. Do you think it would work with more oxy and more benzos? but without assistance it is really hard. What is your plan now?

I don't know. I'm hoping to acquire N but my bank account don't allow crypto then there's the worry of customs.
It's not that my family don't want my suffering to stop but assisted suicide is illegal. If I had my own place it would maybe be easier but I'm too ill now to get out the house yet it's nerve & muscle damage so not going to kill me. My mum has dementia so won't leave me alone so even with benzos I wake up when I hear her moving around her constantly asking me if I'm ok. They both know I'm not But can't understand how extreme things are for me. Shed phone emergency services if she couldn't chat to me daily. If I can't obtain N with last of my funds in next few weeks I'll have to try starve/dehydrate again. I've moved upstairs where it'll be harder to crawl on my own to a toilet. All failing that wait until cold winter months acquire some handcuffs to stop me moving & sneak out into the garden on cold night & hopefully die of hypothermia on opiates/benzos overnight. Im very desperate.