How to dare to commit suicide?

[Chabrychek]

I have less than six months to prepare. I feel somewhat mentally ready, but I'm still afraid that the closer I get to that day, the more I'll panic and give up. Do you have any advice? Please.

 

[Claymore7274]

it's very unhealthy, but i bottle up all the shit that happens everyday to push myself to the absolute edge, that's how i got the courage to do it in my last attempt. a little music works too. Seriously tho it's very unhealthy

 

[Terrible_Life]

I have less than six months to prepare. I feel somewhat mentally ready, but I'm still afraid that the closer I get to that day, the more I'll panic and give up. Do you have any advice? Please.

Haha i have less than few days and it must happen otherwise I will soon be in a much more horrible situation

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I want to do it tonight. It seems impossible but so does any normal behavior. Being honest, missing obligations bedrotting will probably happen first.

 

[rainatthebusstop]

Choose an effective method and come up with a complementary fail safe. Like if you were for instance slashing your wrists in a bathtub, fill it with water and have a plugged in electronic device on the side that you will likely knock over.

I know it's not really the help you wanted but it's all I can recommend

 

[Chabrychek]

Haha i have less than few days and it must happen otherwise I will soon be in a much more horrible situation

May I ask about your method?

 

[Terrible_Life]

May I ask about your method?

Its full hanging , I'll use a woodbeam as anchor point very stable and I will definitely die from that only thing that could sabotage the attempt would be a horribly strong si which could force me to set my foot back to the ladder but that will only be possible in the first few seconds so the time interval for that is extremely short therefore my plan is that as long as possible i will keep my arms and legs still while still conscious

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

it's very unhealthy, but i bottle up all the shit that happens everyday to push myself to the absolute edge, that's how i got the courage to do it in my last attempt. a little music works too. Seriously tho it's very unhealthy

Can u explain more or give examples of how u " i bottle up all the shit that happens everyday to push myself to the absolute edge" ?