I am planning to decapitate myself via train this month. However, I am sure my SI will kick in. What can I do to "dampen" the survival instinct? I am not sure I can go for sleep deprivation - I have trouble staying asleep/awake and hardly control myself when I am sleepy, so I doubt I will be able to arrive at the chosen spot in that condition. I live in Germany and don't have access to any sleeping pills that must be prescribed and I am not sure if non-prescription pills will work as well as I need them to. However, I can try to focus really hard on something - on a video/music (when I watch movies I don't hear or see what is happening near me). Any advice?
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