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blue94
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- Mar 25, 2023
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I haven't found a place to buy SN yet but I wanted to plan the logistics for it. I live with my family so I don't want to do it in my room because I'd traumatize my loved ones.
I don't know if I should find a hotel room where its like, a bed is hidden by another door (like those hotel rooms where theres a couch and another private section with a bed). I don't think it would be helpful to post a note on the door outside.
I was thinking to put a note right on the floor and take SN under some bedsheets but I don't know if the cleaning people would see the note first before lifting the bedsheets.
My ideal situation would be they would see the note first before they see my body and call the police or something so they can haul my body out. I know doing it at a hotel is sort of selfish already but I don't think I can handle doing it to my family. I hope I cause the least amount of trauma in strangers by having someone used to seeing dead bodies haul me out.
I don't know if I should find a hotel room where its like, a bed is hidden by another door (like those hotel rooms where theres a couch and another private section with a bed). I don't think it would be helpful to post a note on the door outside.
I was thinking to put a note right on the floor and take SN under some bedsheets but I don't know if the cleaning people would see the note first before lifting the bedsheets.
My ideal situation would be they would see the note first before they see my body and call the police or something so they can haul my body out. I know doing it at a hotel is sort of selfish already but I don't think I can handle doing it to my family. I hope I cause the least amount of trauma in strangers by having someone used to seeing dead bodies haul me out.