Help How to buy heroin on the streets (especially if you are a girl)?

[Pearl]

I want to OD on a mixture of alcohol and heroin as a way to ctb. Im in US ( idk if im allowed to give more specific location). I want to buy H from the streets because I dont think I can do it right on the darknet, but I've never bought drugs before. All the advice I see is to go up to a homeless person and ask for it but as a girl I feel like that's really unsafe. How do I go about acquiring it? I really need to go as soon as possible. I really can't take it anymore.

 

[Sammie]

I want to OD on a mixture of alcohol and heroin as a way to ctb. Im in US ( idk if im allowed to give more specific location). I want to buy H from the streets because I dont think I can do it right on the darknet, but I've never bought drugs before. All the advice I see is to go up to a homeless person and ask for it but as a girl I feel like that's really unsafe. How do I go about acquiring it? I really need to go as soon as possible. I really can't take it anymore.

Sorry, I don't have any advice for you here as I've also never acquired street drugs. However, I just wanted to say that I've also thought about this method [while searching things that look accidental] but have since come to the conclusion that I'd rather not have my loved ones left thinking that I was a "closet addict." More recently I've pondered the thought of trying to make prescription med overdose look accidental but that is probably unlikely and has a higher failure rate. Guess I'm just here to give you a supportive, virtual hug.

 

[Pearl]

Sorry, I don't have any advice for you here as I've also never acquired street drugs. However, I just wanted to say that I've also thought about this method [while searching things that look accidental] but have since come to the conclusion that I'd rather not have my loved ones left thinking that I was a "closet addict." More recently I've pondered the thought of trying to make prescription med overdose look accidental but that is probably unlikely and has a higher failure rate. Guess I'm just here to give you a supportive, virtual hug.

Thank you ❤ I appreciate the support. I really don't care about my "loved" ones since they are the ones that pushed me to this. I have been only abused by people close to me so I doesn't to me what they think when I die, all I know is I'll be dead.

 

[Rounded Agony]

Not every person living out on the streets is going to be a heroin user, or able to sell or even point you to a clean product. They might scam you, or worse. Knowing people is almost certainly crucial for this to play out well. Also consider that, apparently, if you're "saved" then you can end up basically braindead. I think you'll have just unlocked the search function by making these two posts (despite being a member for over a year, welcome); here's somewhere to start: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/heroin-megathread-shall-we-start.21255/

There is already tons of good info on the forum about every method, for those who seek it out. Best of luck.

 

[Sammie]

Thank you ❤ I appreciate the support. I really don't care about my "loved" ones since they are the ones that pushed me to this. I have been only abused by people close to me so I doesn't to me what they think when I die, all I know is I'll be dead.

I'm so sorry....could it be good for you to distance yourself from them? Sometimes we need to separate ourselves from toxic people and many times this is sadly family members. My [ctb] reasons are internal, and the people close to me are the ones keeping me going. There are people I had to distance myself from because of toxicity....I just feel in my core that anything external can be fixed

 

[UnlimitedPain]

Am In the UK so can't really say much nor do I wanna advise becuz of my experience with drugs over here.
don't go alone,
It's not a method I would go with personally you can never be sure what your getting weather it's from dealer or user and things can go very very wrong.
Everything @Rounded Apathy said is bang on!

 

[Zegers]

The BM sounds more reliable, you can see reviews and you don't have to get into unsafe places. All you need is a wallet and the TOR program.

 

[Smart No More]

The BM sounds more reliable, you can see reviews and you don't have to get into unsafe places. All you need is a wallet and the TOR program.

Bit confusing. BM (black market is actually what she's trying to use lol. Your clearly mean the DNM- Dark net markets which in fairness is also a black market as both are really one and the same. They just have different points of access. It's quite daunting for someone who never used it (dark net) before and it's not quite as simple as you make out. You need a pgp encryption app and to know how to use it. You need to find vendors and sign up to a market. You also, really should use tails on a partition or bootable OS which requires some effort to research and understand if new to it. Then, when using onion browser/tor you will find that many sites are facing DDOS attacks and have been for a few months rendering them inaccessible so you then need to go finding other mirrors and do so without getting scammed/phished. There's a lot to learn ąnd I've only touched on some of it.

This all said, I would personally agree its the safer way to go it's just not as simple or safe as some may think.

Which ever you go with OP, please do your research and tread very very carefully.

 

[Zegers]

@Smart No More
Good points, i said the wallet thing because for me it's one of the annoying things lol anyway some vendors use wickr/telegram and you don't need pgp and tails is optional if you use a VPN.

On the streets it's difficult unless you have contacts i guess.

 

[Pluto]

Dealing with people who you know and trust is imperative when it comes to drugs.

 

[DullEyes]

I want to OD on a mixture of alcohol and heroin as a way to ctb. Im in US ( idk if im allowed to give more specific location). I want to buy H from the streets because I dont think I can do it right on the darknet, but I've never bought drugs before. All the advice I see is to go up to a homeless person and ask for it but as a girl I feel like that's really unsafe. How do I go about acquiring it? I really need to go as soon as possible. I really can't take it anymore.

You can hang around a methadone clinic, offer someone who looks like a junkie $20 to help you buy, I'm sure someone will help