How to buy drugs to feel happy once before I ctb?

[OneBigBlur]

I've been thinking about this for a while now and I was wondering if it'd be possible to reliably buy something like MDMA just to feel happy at least once before I go. I'm assuming that it's far too complicated and risky though but I figured I'd at least ask on here to see if anyone has any knowledge on the subject.

 

[MissNietzsche]

I've been thinking about this for a while now and I was wondering if it'd be possible to reliably buy something like MDMA just to feel happy at least once before I go. I'm assuming that it's far too complicated and risky though but I figured I'd at least ask on here to see if anyone has any knowledge on the subject.

Honestly, MDMA is the only drug I've ever legit wanted to try..and it's probably because of my depression

Let me know if you ever figure it out lmao

 

[OneBigBlur]

Honestly, MDMA is the only drug I've ever legit wanted to try..and it's probably because of my depression

Let me know if you ever figure it out lmao

It's suppose to have great promise in permanently reducing depression and PTSD symptoms. I'm just worried I'd get caught buying this stuff from the dark web and ending up in jail or getting a impure batch that could make me sick. It's probably not worth the risk to be honest.

 

[ForeverDefective]

Same, but I want to try it because MDMA is one of the last things I could try to feel better before making that final choice.

 

[WilliamKline]

Drugs that can work well for depression are Ketamine, MDMA, psychedelics (mushrooms, LSD), familiar with them all. Shrooms and LSD won't cure a depression right away but they can alter your thinking in subtle but profound ways. Ketamine can be great as a direct-acting antidepressant, snort 'n go

Ah and what I actually wanted to say: being befriended with someone who hangs around in the party scene a lot can be a great help - or really anyone going to a lot of afterparties. Such a friend supplied me with all my contacts. Once you've got a good contact it's like ordering pizza

 

[mathieu]

It's easy to buy it on the dark web. I don't think it's especially risky. I've done it many times.

 

[Mud.]

Empire Market is full of MDMA sellers.

Download Tor browser, get yourself a Protonmail account and a good VPN provider (NordVPN is one of the best).
Then buy some Bitcoin (at Coinbase for example) and pick a seller with (many) good reviews.

 

[OneBigBlur]

Empire Market is full of MDMA sellers.

Download Tor browser, get yourself a Protonmail account and a good VPN provider (NordVPN is one of the best).
Then buy some Bitcoin (at Coinbase for example) and pick a seller with (many) good reviews.

I already have the first three, although I have SurfShark VPN. I didn't know the name of the dark web market so thanks for that. Now I have to weight up if it's worth the risk.

 

[ForeverDefective]

Empire Market is full of MDMA sellers.

Download Tor browser, get yourself a Protonmail account and a good VPN provider (NordVPN is one of the best).
Then buy some Bitcoin (at Coinbase for example) and pick a seller with (many) good reviews.

Isnt there a huge risk that the postal service will seize it and then investigate the address on the package?
Also have no money or potential for a job, if I had money I would risk it because nothing to loose.