How tf do people kill themselves

[DominionMinion]

It's fucking HARD. There are no resources online, search engines have locked this shit down, nothing. I don't even know how I found this forum. When I do find methods people are talking about fuckywhooptizine and fuckipram how tf do I get those without a prescription?
The wild west of the internet is long gone. I just want to take poision from a fucking shop and fucking die painlessly, I don't have the energy to hack into the darknet and buy fuckcoin, so many dumbfucks in the news killthemselves successfully and the police find "suicide sites" and "suicide pacts" on their phone and I can't find a damn thing.

 

[lionetta12]

It's fucking HARD. There are no resources online, search engines have locked this shit down, nothing. I don't even know how I found this forum. When I do find methods people are talking about fuckywhooptizine and fuckipram how tf do I get those without a prescription?
The wild west of the internet is long gone. I just want to take poision from a fucking shop and fucking die painlessly, I don't have the energy to hack into the darknet and buy fuckcoin, so many dumbfucks in the news killthemselves successfully and the police find "suicide sites" and "suicide pacts" on their phone and I can't find a damn thing.

I remember that this is how I felt like half a year ago when I was researching methods and eventually finally found this forum. I wanted to do CO in a tent and I read so many articles and research papers on it, where people had been successful with it accidently and didn't mean to CTB. But when I looked into how the method was, all the technical aspects of it, all the equipment needed, how long it takes and so on, I felt that way that you are describing, that if I try it without any of these advanced fancy equipments that nobody on the news used, I'd probably fail somehow since I have very bad luck with anything I do overall.

 

[DominionMinion]

I'm thinking of sealing myself in my shower with 2 disposable BBQs.
I honestly can't believe the convoluted shit I read. Being depressed kills your brain, and yet some suicidal person has apparently written a guide concerning valves, and tanks, and blood concentration and PSI and shit...fucking nerds, just don't have the energy

 

[lionetta12]

I'm thinking of sealing myself in my shower with 2 disposable BBQs.
I honestly can't believe the convoluted shit I read. Being depressed kills your brain, and yet some suicidal person has apparently written a guide concerning valves, and tanks, and blood concentration and PSI and shit...fucking nerds, just don't have the energy

I can barely function right now and I don't understand it fully either. Just want a simple way out that don't require too much of me because I don't have the ability to concentrate hard on something nor the energy body and brain wise anymore.

 

[Hollowman]

It's bullshit how difficult it is. The world's overpopulated and only a very small percentage want to opt out. Fucking prison planet.

 

[peacetime]

I can barely function right now and I don't understand it fully either. Just want a simple way out that don't require too much of me because I don't have the ability to concentrate hard on something nor the energy body and brain wise anymore.

Sounds like me. I'm waiting for my SN to arrive.

 

[DominionMinion]

I can barely function right now and I don't understand it fully either. Just want a simple way out that don't require too much of me because I don't have the ability to concentrate hard on something nor the energy body and brain wise anymore.

They're probably non-suicidal engineers who want to write a guide for some morbid reason. Totally useless.

Sounds like me. I'm waiting for my SN to arrive.

Can I just take it and die or do I need to buy a million anti-emetics and painkillers I don't have access to?

 

[lionetta12]

They're probably non-suicidal engineers who want to write a guide for some morbid reason. Totally useless.

Can I just take it and die or do I need to buy a million anti-emetics and painkillers I don't have access to?

People have been successful without antiemetics, when they fasted for long enough prior and I guess if you have a backup glass, you can always drink that if you do vomit. Vomiting does not automatically result in failure either as some will be absorbed regardless, but best to be safe and sure. Antiemetics are not a 100% guarantee against nausea and vomiting in this case either I don't think, it just helps increase the risk to avoid it. You don't need any fancy pain killers, just ibuprofen or paracetamol which is available without prescriptions in grocery stores usually.

 

[DominionMinion]

People have been successful without antiemetics, when they fasted for long enough prior and I guess if you have a backup glass, you can always drink that if you do vomit. Vomiting does not automatically result in failure either as some will be absorbed regardless, but best to be safe and sure. Antiemetics are not a 100% guarantee against nausea and vomiting in this case either I don't think, it just helps increase the risk to avoid it. You don't need any fancy pain killers, just ibuprofen or paracetamol which is available without prescriptions in grocery stores usually.

thanks

 

[disorder]

It's fucking HARD. There are no resources online, search engines have locked this shit down, nothing. I don't even know how I found this forum. When I do find methods people are talking about fuckywhooptizine and fuckipram how tf do I get those without a prescription?
The wild west of the internet is long gone. I just want to take poision from a fucking shop and fucking die painlessly, I don't have the energy to hack into the darknet and buy fuckcoin, so many dumbfucks in the news killthemselves successfully and the police find "suicide sites" and "suicide pacts" on their phone and I can't find a damn thing.

i feel the same way! i just have been accepted and had difficulties in finding a forum like this. i hate internet censorship sm

 

[DominionMinion]

thanks

I'm scared paracetamol won't be powerful enough...of course I'm scared of pain... I'll be regretting not doing things properly.

 

[lionetta12]

I'm scared paracetamol won't be powerful enough...of course I'm scared of pain... I'll be regretting not doing things properly.

If I rememeber right, I think it's standard pain meds since it's supposed to be against the possibility of a mild headache that might appear soon after consuming the SN. Other than that, I don't remember any other pain that might happen while awake and conscious after the consumption, other than maybe some when vomiting.

 

[epic]

It's fucking HARD. There are no resources online, search engines have locked this shit down, nothing. I don't even know how I found this forum. When I do find methods people are talking about fuckywhooptizine and fuckipram how tf do I get those without a prescription?
The wild west of the internet is long gone. I just want to take poision from a fucking shop and fucking die painlessly, I don't have the energy to hack into the darknet and buy fuckcoin, so many dumbfucks in the news killthemselves successfully and the police find "suicide sites" and "suicide pacts" on their phone and I can't find a damn thing.

Lol, exactly my thoughts. I was lucky to find this forum while researching methods on google, doubt anyone will be able to do that now because of growing censorship.

 

[peacetime]

They're probably non-suicidal engineers who want to write a guide for some morbid reason. Totally useless.

Can I just take it and die or do I need to buy a million anti-emetics and painkillers I don't have access to?

SN alone will kill you but it will normally cause vomiting which means you need a 2nd SN drink. With the 2nd drink and without it, ideally you would have some antiemetic to reduce vomiting and increase amount of SN you keep in. Painkillers aren't required but thinks like paracetamol are recommended for slight pain/discomfort.
This is what I've learned reading this forum.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

According to statistics, the suicide rate was much higher in times without internet. When I was young, 50 years ago, I knew numerous ways to to kill myself.

 

[Destiny Calls Me]

The reason is to give people the most accurate information possible to have success in ctb. I would dare to say most people that fail is because they dont ingest all the information in the those guides. Also dont read through threads or talk to others here. They just skim through and take a shot at it without fully understanding things such as weak/failure points in their plans. Its honestly terrible to see someone attempt and fail because they didnt do something or miss something important.

I agree, ctb isnt easy. Although with the right knowledge and time given you too can find peace.

 

[tolearn123]

Sounds like me. I'm waiting for my SN to arrive.

Can you share your sn source please ?

 

[FuneralCry]

I feel the same way, I so hate this world that makes suicide as difficult as possible for us, and the complications, difficulties and risks involved in suicide is the only reason as to why I still exist. And when I read about methods, every method sounds so complicated or is just inaccessible. It really is such torture and it's wrong how we have to struggle so much to die, people are already tired enough, we deserve the option of N to finally end this awful existence and those who want to restrict suicide methods are just so insane to me.

All that we are destined for is to die anyway, so there's really no benefit to trying to force people to suffer. But yes, I would love a straightforward peaceful method that has no complicated internet research or risks involved, when it's this hard to die existing really is like a punishment and we have to pay the price all because others decided to selfishly procreate. Of course if it was much easier to leave this world I would be long gone at this point and it really does make suicide sound way easier than it is when you hear of all these people succeeding with it, I so envy them.

 

[Kualk]

It's in any government's best interest to keep you alive for as long as possible so you can contribute to society or at least keep consuming as to support an economic system, so information and discussion on this type of topic is censored at best and taboo at worst, I'm half surprised that this website hasn't been deleted.
I'm sure you can find several methods in this forum, however if you want some literature on this topic I suggest "Final Exit, The Practicalities of Self-Deliverance and Assisted Suicide for the Dying" by Derek Humphry, you could also read "The Peaceful Pill Handbook" by Philip Nitschke although its far harder to read than the latter.