Help How should I lie to my parents?

[gus.nixon]

You're taking public transportation away from home to commit the ultimate final act. Once it's all said and done, I doubt your parents are going to be too upset that you didn't bring a friend on your trip. My opinion is to go it alone.

 

[casctb]

You will always have a chance to ctb, but once you are dead there is no way to undo that. It is never too late to die, death awaits us all. A lot of our fears are irrational, and if you find yourself in a situation that is too much for you to handle, you can ctb then. Give yourself another year, try college. I have managed to go through college, even though I had a personality disorder, severe social anxiety and thought about ctb quite a lot. If things are really hopeless after that first year, ctb then, but do not go without even trying. Confidence comes through experience, through testing your strength, facing challenges. If you fail, there is always the option of ctb.

I don't want to live anymore. The future is filled with potential promises but I hate living for possibilities. I want a guaranteed escape from this pain. In some ways I've gotten better and in some ways I've gotten so much worse. I'm tired of the pain and fear in my life. I never saw myself living for long. It would take forever to make things better and I would rather end all of my problems already than drag the pain out for a possibility. Everyday is a struggle filled with pain. I'm so tired of everything.

 

[Aap]

You are talking about ending your life, and you are worried about your parents making a fuss about a bus ride/having to lie to them?

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

I don't want to live anymore. The future is filled with potential promises but I hate living for possibilities. I want a guaranteed escape from this pain. In some ways I've gotten better and in some ways I've gotten so much worse. I'm tired of the pain and fear in my life. I never saw myself living for long. It would take forever to make things better and I would rather end all of my problems already than drag the pain out for a possibility. Everyday is a struggle filled with pain. I'm so tired of everything.

Are you still with us?

 

[Squiddy]

September 27th

3 days after my birthday

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

3 days after my birthday

Do you prefer before?

 

[Caspers]

If you think you'd have fun in college, you could always give that a go. If it's too hard/didn't make friends, the decision is yours. That's what I did, I attempted to CTB in year two but I made a little mistake and got myself permanently disabled. Advice for you= don't text your friends goodbye, send a delayed email or delayed text message

 

[Squiddy]

Do you prefer before?

No lol. Celebrate my birthday lmao

 

[DyingAlf]

Is it possible for you to take a couple of daytrips, then an overnight trip or 2 before you do your 3 day ctb trip?
The thinking behind this is that maybe it will ease your parents into accepting that you can go places alone.

 

[casctb]

I don't know what I should say to them since taking the trip to ctb takes about 3 days. They don't want me taking the trip alone. I'm an adult so they can't really do anything but I don't want them making a fuss. They would feel better if I took a friend but I don't want them involved and have to lie for me. What should I do? Should I just stand my ground say I'm going no matter what and just leave anyway?

Update: (To anyone who even gives a shit about this at this point) Things have gone real shitty and now I'm fucked out of this for quite a long time. Not gonna get into it because I shouldn't even be on here but probably won't see me for a while. Peace out boy scouts.