
Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,203
I am done. I just want out. I cannot keep holding on thinking that life will get better than it is. Those fucks called my "family" will not care. I have no desire or ambition to fight and get better. Instead of killing myelf years ago, I remained alive hoping life would get better. It never did, and it never will.
I hope those fucks feel happy once im dead. As the scapegoat they will blame me for being too sensitive and weak and move on being all close and shit. I dont want any advice. I just want to escape an impossible situation
I know Etika jumped from that very bridge and died. I am sure it was painful, but at least he died. Since then its always seemed like a viable option. Does anyone know how practical it is? I don't live too far from it, and if its worth it I will do it ASAP.
I hope those fucks feel happy once im dead. As the scapegoat they will blame me for being too sensitive and weak and move on being all close and shit. I dont want any advice. I just want to escape an impossible situation
I know Etika jumped from that very bridge and died. I am sure it was painful, but at least he died. Since then its always seemed like a viable option. Does anyone know how practical it is? I don't live too far from it, and if its worth it I will do it ASAP.